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this is a stupid blog.. im going to delete this...

2012-01-26T15:59:00.001+08:00

well

nothing to say particularly..

2012-01-26T15:18:00.002+08:00

well.. here.. im going to be random... im not going to plan what am i going to write.. random random randomly randomlalitally..... please wash your cup after using it... my lord... ok ok... focus.... ermmmmmm.. ewh... i am being random just now.... so boleh di masukkan di dalam blog tok lah.... orite... lemme think something else.... wait.... if think of it...wouldn't it be a not random thing.... so i have to NOT to think something to write... lemme try.. my shoe makes my feet stinks.. it really does.. people around the world.. i dont have kaki bau stong disease... it just the smell of my shoe... dont buy real leather shoe... cos it stinks.... really... cuba tngga kasut jogging.... xda juak bau... neh neh.. kalah dh ktkorg... alright.. actually i have nothing to do at work.. so i wrote this masterpiece just to make the time move quickly.. because i believe.. clock move aster when me forgot about them... really... mcm the clock all over the world berpakat utk mencepatkan time bila aku x tngga or x ambik kisah pasal cdak.... sometime i think... my life is a game.. and all other humans are the computers.. and the one who control me is the man which most us believe is the GOD... wooooooooo... i better stop before i said a lot more.. bye

i found another stupid things in facebook.. yeayyyyy

2011-12-06T22:11:00.002+08:00

hello,

like usually i will post something that bothering me.. i think my last post also did mentioned about stupid things in facebook.. alright.. can we start....

1.RELIGION

about religion.. most of the facebookers like to post something like this religion did this and that and this and those and these... 1 question i ask u.. where do u get this info? did u get it your own? your own eye? if u said u found it in the internet.. well michael jackson, tupac are not dead. they now happily at one of the tupac's secret place. (i stumbled on that article few months ago..) internet also said that 11.11.11 the whole world's internet broke down and we live in internetless world until 21.12.2012(where the internet said that on this date armegeddon will happen..) dumb ass.... im posting a blog now and its 6.12.2011... i even bought a new broadband..

YOU yourself dont even whether the fact is a fact or otherwise.. well.. my RELIGION (Christian) taught me not to defame others. as far as i know.. ISLAM also did teach not to put fitnah to others..

well... if u post this as your status, surely people will read it.. and maybe 1 out of 10 believe the shit u posted.. and thus, make u a defamer which is a sin to any religion out there.(as far as i know.. no religion teach us to be bad..*dont say ajaran sesat cos they are not religion*)

2. GAY

This kind is the fuckest among all.. u disgust me when u so call coming out of the closet... please.. just stay in the closet, lock it and die in it.. the other day i saw 1 post saying "i challenge u to look for gay" then i saw few look alike stickman then he continue " cant find 1? because gay are human too.. " and say something like dont hate them and support them... and then.. the next thing i saw is my mouse pointer pointing at block/remove tab then i remove that guy..

okay, for your info(not so much of a info) there are 2 MAJOR religion in malaysia christian and islam... and both against this stupid colony.. and yet u say they are human and we should support.. f u... can u die?

haix.. i really need to sleep hours ago but now im writting this stupid shit god knows who going to read it...

chow

People now. people then.

2011-02-28T23:44:00.002+08:00

Heyuuuuu... it's more the people now lah.. hahahaha.... as what can we see now i would like to call it the obama syndrome(tribute to dr.julian) i agree with him.. wow obama syndrome soundd soooooo complicated. well.. it's not..... obama symdrome mostly affected new leader.. new leaders nowadays quite diffs than the old one.. the old version of leaders the way they do things is more efficient and clever.. in term of rule *undang2* old leaders, they gather all the rule that exist in this world. they change a lil to suite the country then they implement it.. simple... but leaders nowadays.. they get affected by this obama syndrome which they want to demolish every structure in the organization then try to create new one. obama syndrome is a syndrome which make people want to be a hero/legend by changing everything. THIS IS NOT EFFICIENT!!! mcm di malaysia..... subsidi di gunakan untuk memansuh kan tol yang berada di sepanjang federal highway.... this subsidy didnt cover all the malaysian. while all the malaysian collect to pay for it.. does this sound fair? only 60% (70% maximum lah) among all malaysian can enjoy the subsidy.. millions of ringgit subsidised making mosque renovating it.. yes muslim is the majority. but if all non muslim di tambah semua.. lebih banyak dari semua islam.. think wisely in spending the money... im saying all this not because want to cause havoc.. i just one of many concern citizen in sarawak..

obama syndrome will continue to spread.. which is good in one way (mun berkesan lah). vice versa..

babai..

think think think

2011-02-19T02:43:00.001+08:00

I GOT GOODDD SH*T

2011-02-15T09:46:00.004+08:00

Browsing people's profile is fun sometimes when u know who to browse..(a,k,a stalking :) cute emoticon ku,..) awalllll pagiii dah i have something to say.... dont talk much.. just see this status and tell me.... what do you think of the person who wrote it...

i knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.. its kinda smalll... bear with it people....... just tell me.. by reading this post.. what unseen information can you get from here,,,, he asked to re-post the status if u support same-sex marriage.... what daa hell is he thinking.. wait.. i know... he claimed that everybody should get the equal rights.. including same sex marriage... well hear this homos *too all homos in malaysia only* same sex marriage should NOT get the same rights.. this against most of the religion, malaysia have laws about this,... not particularly about same sex marriage.. it's stated inside Akta Kesalahan Jenayah Syariah Wilayah -Wilayah Persekutuan 1997 saying that liwath (laki ehem laki) and musahaqah (perempuan ehem perempuan)... yes u can fight all u want saying that there's no law about marrying same gender.. only the sex.. yeah u stupid dumb head.... mun dah kawen.. adowhhhhhh..... gelik lubang burit ku dgr;... sayang.. otak pande tapi di salah guna... sangat2 sayang.. too all the homos who *i dont know how and HOW!!!* u can read my blog.. stop what you are doing... yes people like you not destroying the marriage *maybe some of you thou* but people like you is destroying much bigger than marriage... HUMANITY!!!!!!!! you somekind like kill people in a slow and willingly way... you know what i meant when i said willingliy...... yeah.. that willingly...... AHHHHHH.... puas ati ku,.. haha...

oriteeeeeeeeeeee.. change topiccc...

For me... facebook is not a great invention like most of the web tells everyone..

http://www.examiner.com/social-networking-in-phoenix/why-facebook-is-the-greatest-invention-since-mountain-dew

http://www.allfacebook.com/facebook-named-%E2%80%9Cbest-invention%E2%80%9D-of-the-decade-2010-02

those are the article that saying that... For me.. facebook is just an upgrade version of frienster... facebook is like germany... they buy russian T-34 tank.. and upgrade it into better tank... and they dominate the country... same principle to facebook.. they copy friendster.. upgrade it... the it dominates the world.... yes... facebook is fun... entertaining.. but it is not a good invention since this is not originally their idea... the great invention is done by Stephan Paternot and Todd Krizelman. they are the 1st who creates social networking site which is theglobe.com *since theglobe.com is the 1st social network in the world* they the one should be legend now.. not that copy cat mark zuckerberg... the created the site on 1994.. pikir lah.. taun ya... macamne cdak boleh create such thing.... really.. wow! all of you!!. stop over-rating mark zuckerberg.. he's not all that!

See u next time.... qoute for today.... "if something can go bad.. i will go bad..."

hey.. im back...

2011-02-15T03:18:00.005+08:00

Its been awhile i haven't update anything.... 2011 is a new year and it will be a new beginning for this blog.. for starters.. i hope u guys realize that i changed my background for my blog.. and it's a picture of earth (duhhhhh) WHY I CHANGE? now i'm going all out (yerrrrr) saying everything that you know just that u will never care to know..

accordingly to this new yearrr.. im going to change

my prospect. the way look everything, by this i can train myself to be more alert, think what in a different way... tetapi.. this is my 1st blog for this new blog genre *sooo called genre*.. (im not sure what im talking about).... i dont care if i talk nonsencely *is that a word? why is the zig zag line below my nonsencely? i'm 100% sure it is a word.. it sounds right thou...* tetttttttttttttttttttttt..

for this week topic is about valentineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. sebab hari aku tulis blog tok is valentine day.

cuba ktkorg tengok wallpost di fb now.. mostly about how not important is valentine.. i have the same idea. just that i didn't do what most ppl did... im sorry if i offended people... naah i dont care either even if i did..

i dont think people will understand what im sayin

g... jaaaaaaaaaangannnnnn risauuuuu.. aku berik examplleeeee....

Ada nampak??? aren't this thing bugging u?? hahah... saying bad things about something when u can't have it... U know u want it.. why saying bad things about it.. macam tangga kawan ada handphone canggih.. tapi padah... "ewh.. x bagus fon tok.. kazen ku ada" yerrrr.. jual nama kazen... U want it.. bulak sik maok.. tapi when u can't have it, u try to show to people that u dont want it by saying bad things about it.. when deep down u really want it.... maaaaaaaaa godddddddd.... please readers.. dont act like this.. atleast not in front of me... hahahahaha...

well anybody... what i meant when i said im going to a new blog's genre.. this is what i want my genre to be.. i'm not an attention seekers, or anything like that.. just that, i said something yang ktkorg tauk tapi xmok perasan akan kewujudan perkara macam ya... that is what the earth represent. it represents the things around you.. and that's what world's about.... u readers want to know what the world call person like me? haters.. yeaah.. im a hater alright..... but 1 thing makes me better than the other haters.. i'm acknowledge myself as a hater.. and im happy with it.. yeahhhhhhhhhhhh... hey.. think!! without people like us.. the world will never improve.. thanks to people like us who criticize anything that is not good and that makes people try to improve everything... say thank you noW!!

Soo.. that's it for now... think wise and think the wise thought u thought.. Efficiently!

update!!!!

2010-10-07T14:55:00.001+08:00

update

aku tak mahu post ku berunsur emo..

2010-05-29T20:58:00.002+08:00

helllo blog.... been a long time huh... lamak x bercakap ngan kau blog.. apa kabar kau? ku pun bait juak... ada lah sakit sikit2... tapi sikit jak lah.. x banyak.. kadang2 byk... sampe melimpah2 kdak air terlalu penoh... gne ku tauk kau bait owh? maka x bercakap lalu bh kau.. knak kau diam jak tok? moody kah? alllaaaaaa. jgn moody buhh..( now u all suppose to laugh)

okay....

normal balit k....

can i hold your hand? hahahahahahahahaha what kind of idiot asked that? i did... sooo.. am i considered as that idiot? no im not... NO I AM NOT!!!! well.. bila aku mengenang kisah lama.. memang indah.. ( OWHHHH MYYY GODDDDDDDDDDD!!! EMO POST EMO POST!!!!!!!)

apa yg dah terjadi? adakah aku menjadi emo? baik aku start mendengar lagu dari MCR.. kerana seseorng emo membuat begitu.... aku mesti ikut... macam protokol yg harus kita ikuti.. (b.m saya semakin bagus.. lebih baik saya start blog menggunakan bahasa malaysia mulai sekarang...)

saya memang teruk dalam menulis sesuatu dalam bm(macam lah english power) dan saya juga terok dalam english.. saya selalu tertinggal perkataan... macam jika saya hendak menulis : am i good: saya akan menulis : am good?: bila di baca... bunyi macam saya tidak pandai english.. dan bila saya baca balik blog ini... seupama saya sedang bercakap bahasa melayu baku... saya tidak peduli... ini blog saya... cium burit saya..(kiss my ass... sound more horrible in bm thou....) letakan tangan dalam udara!!(put your hand in the air... sound so wrong)

saya tahu ada beberapa post saya sebelum ini berunsur kan cocky... (apa cocky tek owh?) haaaa.. saya ingat cocky dalam b.m adalah sombong.... saya memang pandai kan... bagus kamu puji saya... letih saya pikir... hampir 10 minit saya pikir apa cocky.... lepas saya ingat word itu... saya berasa sungguh malas untuk memadam balit ayat saya tadi.. lalu saya pun sambung menulis... saya memang malas.... puji saya juga lah sebab saya malas.. saya kurang di puji.. sebab itu saya mintak puji...

saya menulis blog dalam b.m lepas membaca post yg dibuat oleh miselnamapendek yg sungguh tak terkata2... kenapa bunyi saya cakap b.m ini sungguh lucu? ataupun diriku sendiri yang memikirkannya lucu.. kenapa misel punya tidak ada bunyi2 melayu baku? saya (sekali lagi saya memikir kan apa perkataan dalam b.m.... sekarang saya berpikir ayat jelous... ermmmmmmmmm.. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa) cemburu sekali tengok mereka dapat menulis dalam b.m dgn tidak lucu.... adakah saya menggunakan perkataan "saya"? baiklah...... saya tuka "saya" pegi "aku" .. tai bunyi aku macam kasar.. saya tidak pedulilah.. aku punya blog.. ikut suka aku lah kan... wow.. bila aku menggunakan perkataan aku.. bunyinya lebih tidak kebakuan. yes..aku sudah berjaya menyiasat apa yg membuatkan post aku berbunyi ke-baku-an....

sekarang ini aku tengah di atas tali (online) facebook... ingin mencari apa yang salah di dalam facebook.... dalam keselamatan(safety) yang saya ceburi sekarang.. ini di panggil melihat safety (safety observe) aku rasa lah..

aku ingin memuat turun kan cerita.. tetapi tidak tahu bagaimana.. boleh anda semua tolong saya? bagaimanakah caranya untuk memuatturunkan cerita(movie)?

ahhhh.. sudah ketandusan idea.......bye lah..

hisap yahudi!!!(soundddd sooooooooooooooooo wronggggggg)

sorry seems to be the hardest word

2010-04-23T10:54:00.003+08:00

u r a thief

u stole something that really important to me

but it is something i want u to keep

pls

dont give it back

cos it yours to take.

They say loving you gives pains and full of sacrifices

But I'll rather take pains and lots of sacrifices than not to be love by you.

love

dont u ever

go away from me cos u r life,my soul, my everything

w/o u im nothing...dead...meaningless....

if i has to choose between loving you, and breathing.

I would use my last breath to say

I LOVE YOU.

i write this with permission

2010-04-13T20:20:00.004+08:00

first i'll go, heheheee..

i never disturb this blog. oh, btw, ALEXIA is here.

uu yeah.

hoi! i get permission bah. stupid me. i shouldn't tell him that i'm going to 'rogol' his blog.

mistake..mistake..learn my lesson. hehek..

ouh, 'hehek'? i learn that from the owner of this blog. once upon a time, when me and him still dalam zaman 'berkenalan..' yeeerrrrr.. hahaha. when we were texting, almost every message, he typed that 'hehehek..' and the other one was, 'woot-woot'. what is that? and..of course he did learn new words from me too. hahahak.. it was 'tweaww'. can you pronounce that correctly? ;p

ouh, as usual..i know someone will read this blog. SHE is NADHIRAH. hahaha!

Nad, can you pronounce that word correctly? exactly how the sound suppose to be?

hrmm.. (i can sense that the way i blog is like the owner does..weird.like, random thought?) anyhoooo..SEE!!! i use 'anyhoo'!! i think while i am writing this blog, he is inside of me. Alex, are you there inside me right now?!?! I'm asking.. Do answer! in the counting of 5, 4, 3, 2, 1.. hellloooo?? are you there?

uh! no anwer..means, I'M ALIVE! hahahahaa! =D what the....?!?! mind my sotness

now what?? ouuhh.. i know! but before that..

dear my love alexius, i'm going to put your 'cute' picture here. don't blame me for this. when i say, 'rogol', means, i can do anything right? RIGHT? okay..

see..isn't he cute? ahh.. tension in the class i guess? so, he did that. there were quite few of them but you're not expecting me to put all of them here right? i'm not that cruel.. this is GOOD enough. ;p hahahak ;D i'm not laughing! i just type it out.. -.- (takut kena marah sebenarnya)

i love you dear..heeee

maahh!

okay. i'm done..

bye-bye

no!!!

2010-03-31T01:35:00.002+08:00

no!! i cant be envy then stare at it.... i must try to be better... but think.. im better in a way.. i must try to search for it and sharpen my talent!! hm hm.. think2.. what am i good at? i know im not very good in christian.. but im good in doing bad things... but.. WAIT!!! LET ME EXPLAIN!!!! DONT ASSUME SOMETHING 1ST!!! the reason i said that because... im good at something that is negative.... from there.. i get the experience.. n i know what's good and what's not... and.. what are the consequences if doing that thing....(idk wat think.. generally speaking buhhhhH).. i said im not VERY good in living a christian life.. but i know what is the thing about christian... im not very devoted but im not evil either... maybe.. this is my goodness that HE has sent down to me.... yeah.. i know that is not much if compare to very talented guy... some talented guy might talented in one very particular thing... some maybe 2.. some maybe 3,4,5.... but me.. im not VERY talented.. but i know... everything... im talented in general way... in studies im not an a student... but im not a fail student.... in music. im not that that "buta" music.. i know how to play all basic instrument.... bass, guitar, drum... more to drum lah.. i might dont the scale of the guitar.. how to shred,typing and old those things.. but atleast.. i know all the chords. (major minor flat.. hahahahahahaha) bass? i know how to wonder it... in a song.. i know how to "bunga bunga" it.... give me the chords... n let me hear the melody.... instantly i can bunga2 same like pros do... in sports.. i know how to play tennis... i even represent sibu last time... badminton? jgn cakap.. futsal? i know to play.. i even can assure u guys... this sem.. if there's a futsal competition.. i can assure u.. i can get a medal.. no matter what colour it is... but i can assure u... i can get a medal.... ping pong? coba dan lihat... basketball? wakil college... kabaddi?(rugby a-like) johan wakil skolah... u want me to act? drama wakil bahagian johan di kapit....

i dont need to envy people... i have my own talent. instead of envying.. it is better for me to appreciate it.... arghhh why i don't see this coming?? last post i said about appreciating.. but.. me.. myself... didnt appreciate what HE gave me.. sry lord.. for i didnt appreciat what u had given to me!!! i should have notice this in my last post.. but... my sinfull envious eye.. cover my eyes.. to realise.. what have i done,what have i written,,,,

uhuh

emo sungguh post blog ku baru2 tok.. no more humour inside here... im emo now.. not joker...

FIN!!!!!!!!1

YAHUDI SUCK!

envious!!

2010-03-30T11:11:00.002+08:00

is that even a word? envious? i think.. there's no swiggle line below that word when i type it just now.. sooo.. it is a word... yeayyyyy..... and now.. my problem is... if that is a word.. is the definition same as what i thought it was? hm hmmmmm.. i dont careeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! this is my blog.. i can write what ever i wantttttttttttt.. woot woot!!!!!!(its been a long time since the last time i use that word...) wooot wooottttt!! i remember the last time i use that word when me n alexia were newly married couple.. hahahahahah pa jak lah.. hahahahahahaha.. i prone to use that word that time... *sigh* how wonderfull back thennn... when we still see the flaws of each of us as cute.. as now.... the flaws must be corrected if we want to sustain... we maintain we sustain!!! yooooohooo.. palui btul post ini.........

ANYYYYYYYYYYYYHOOOOOOOOOOOO

alex; enough with ur crap!!!

alex henry:i want to write buuuhhhh!!

alex: i'll killl uuuuuuu!!!

alex henry..: duuuhhh -.-

narrator : as there, alex talk to himself in a very compasionately..(am i spelling it right? then again.. I DONT CARE!!! THIS IS MY BLOG!!!!)

oraiiitthythennn

i envy with the people that "alll that". which mean, in studies they scores, in music they rocks, they intelligent in living their life.. hmmm.. y cant i be that kind of guy?? i want to be that kind of guy... further more... they very humble, very devoted christian, very good.. uuuuuuiiiiiiiiiiihhhh... why cant i be like that?some of "they".. even thou they thinking is complicated.. but their complicated thinking strive them to a positive thing... but mine?? stupid... i do think complicatedly but... i more prone to go to the negative things.. if that kind of guy said that "aku x pande,xberbakat" n all thing that they said they were'nt.. i'll be freakinnngg angry with that... they should appreciate what HE has given to them.. not criticize it.... hurmmmmmmm...... damnn u very talented in many ways kind of guy!!!!(this is kind of word what a loser will say to the winner)

assumption is perception? remind me of nad... nadddddd sry mek jrg contact ktk!!! sryyY!!!!!!

that is all from me

FIN!!

YAHUDI SUCKS!!!

wat to write again?

2010-03-19T03:15:00.002+08:00

hmmm hey.. its me again.. i have nothing to do.. so i blog.( terpengaruh ngan alexia) huh.. heehermmmm,, wat to write bout is not the problem... it's wat is written.. (huh?) dun ask.me 2 dunno.. omg my battery low.... hmm.. nemind... i continue writing.. harap2 x abis battery tok lak.. mesti lah nya akan abis.. u know wat i wish? i wish i can stop the time. n peoples around me sto as well.. no body doing anything.people stop doin their thing...... n leave me alone with the nature.. the silent..... no sound at all.. no problems arise.... no peole mocking u.. nothing.. none.. naaadaa... bla bla bla.. it must be nice.. if i can get that.. i'll laying down in the middle of the road.. w/o worrying about cars might hit u... no worries.. yeah dat's the word i've been searching for... noooo worrrrriieeesss.. nothing to be worried about.... fuuuh... my mind will be empty.. w/o any thoughts... no thinking will be done..

i dislike myself when sumtimes my mind will automatically think by itself.... soo many thoughts in sooo short of time,... makes my brain go coooockkkkkooooooo..... like now... even thou i think bout my mind think by itself... my mind simultaneously thinks again that.. i know im thinking alot.. but still i keep on thinking.. just like people making sins.... they know what they do is wrong. but still.. they keep on doing it. idk y human is like that.... including me myself... in my head there's sooo much thought but when i want to write it down... i cant make it into words.... yeah i know. in my head i think d thing using words too... but.. for some reason i cant describe my thought in words.. how weird is that.. (lancar juak b.i ku mlm tok owh..i hope xda salah lah.. hahahah) seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!! my mind thinks bout other things.. i still writing on this blog.. i suppose to think bout this blog.. not "lancar b.i ku"... aiyoyoyoy.. i think.. this thing wiill kill me 1 day.. this automated thinking..making my brain want to say stop thinking alex!!! stop thinking!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to.. but then again..... AUTOMATED THINKING.... new device.. same like e-banking,e-trade,e-mart.. emart? hahahhaha.... it rhymes!!!!!! boooyahhhhhhhhhhh.....

ANYHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

i need sumting to make me to stop thinking of things............ yeay!!! i feel sleepy.. i wanna sleep.. gud nite..

yahudi sucks!!

UPDATE!!!!

2010-03-19T00:15:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. its been a long time since my post…. I dun have anything to write actually.. my life has been sooo happy.. so nothing to whine about.. since i’ve been commanded to update my blog… (huhuhuhuhuh) I want to write sumting.. erm.. sumting dat I dunno wat’s the thing… (huh?) saying I love u…

I know for sure.. 1 person will read this thing.. nad.. hye nad… hahahahaha.. n alexia.. mwah mwah….

1 thing that I want to tell all of u is.. hahahahahahahahaha…. Im now the PRESIDENT OF FAJAR INTERNATIONAL COLLEGE!!!!!(bangga uuuuuu… hahahahahahahahahahahaha) it just been 3 days since I elected for the president… people already starting to demolish me.. (same as I did to the former president.. haha) PKR!!!! Hahahahahaha damn.. politic in college? Not a good omen.. hahahahahhahahahaha….. anyyyyyhoooooooo….. hard to say that im not excited of being the president…. Im ****ingly exciteddddd dudeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!( mala jak kaka pasal tok… tinggi idong naaa) I like ittttt… n I hope so does my parent n my “mertua’ hahahahahahhahahahahahaha.. I reaalllly want them feel proud of me…. What I can achieve… im once classified as a below average student.. n now.. im the president.. (IN YOUR FACE OCOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!) talk about ocok.. ocok is actually my FORMER!!!! English teacher.. which have no trust in me n my fellow friends…. N she once said that “w/o her blessing.. we can never ever pass her subject(kira2 kdak ya lah word ya.. Cuma word ya tadik ada unsur2 hyperbola ckit) n poooooff….. the spm result came out.. n that is the 1^ST“IN YOUR FACE OCOK!!!” I get.. n now…. The 2^nd “IN YOUR FACE OCOK!!!!!” I feelll sooooo proud of myself nowwwwww.. booooyahhhhhhhhhh…… hahhahahaha.. I love u alexia…..

I think.. this is it ….

SAYONARA!!!!

YAHUDI SUCK!!!!

to you i surrender....

2010-02-15T01:01:00.003+08:00

lord.. i know.. i never realise this.. im sorry for the way i live my life.. even thou sumtimes i know i didn;t live my life based on your teaching... i know that, i commit sins even thou u literally mentioned bout it.. i know sumtimes ii did things didnt follow your teaching.. but.. somehow.. eventhou i realize all those things.. but still i do it... i prayed for u to change my heart in order to obey u.... but.... without effort.. ntg goin to change.. i realise bout dat.. but still... i didnt do anything.... praying alone cant make me hollier.. effort is the main thing..

soo many blessing that u gave to me.. but still i didnt appreciate it..... n sumtimes.. i will said to myself... "i want to be good... i'll try to be better." but.,.. it ends there.. i didnt sustain it.... if only i can sustain it.. there again... i know,.. if i sustain it.. all will be okay.. but i didnt.. i realize all this things.. but i didnt do anything!!!!!!!!! before this.. i never will think bout this.. but due to your blessing... u give alexia to me.. and her.. atleast she make me think of u.. make me realize all this.. and.. after that.. it just me.. n me alone can change myself....

i used to say.... show me the truth... give me a sign... tell me the truth... n now.. i know..... u r the truth... 1 god... soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo obvious!!!!!! y now i just realize...........

thank you god... for giving me the opportunities being with alexia.. i will not wasted the opportunities that u had given to me...

the view.

2010-01-25T20:53:00.003+08:00

life will can be hard but can be easy but i know that is the wonderfull thing about life.... you... u give me hard.. u give me easy.. and that makes u wonderfull.... love... is sumting that can be a word and action... that makes love beautifull... u give me love.. and that makes u wonderfull... life and love just like a mountain to climb... it is hard to walk up..... but.. when u reach the top.. the view is just sooo wonderfull.....words.... have no meaning without action.... but action have no meaning when there is no love.... you..... u give me love.... u give me action.... that makes u meaningfull.....

p.s: love... idk u will read this or not... but for sure.. this is the word.... that.. i feel.. all this while....
happy 6month aniversary syg..

Saya suka merogol blog anda

2010-01-07T10:27:00.002+08:00

Saya, Alexius & Alexia :D

a song from my band....

2009-12-29T03:37:00.002+08:00

support our local act... support me!! haahha

another things dat i saw in fb.....

2009-12-11T01:27:00.002+08:00

fighting in facebook..... uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu sooooooooooooooooooooo coooooooooool!!!! cdak kapel berkelai berpost2 kat "whats on your mind".. sooooo coooooollllll... sak suma org tauk cdak2 kelai... kira mok dpt perhatian n pandangan org.. untuk menarik org supaya berpost kat page cdak.. oowwwwww yeahh!!!!!! adow.. boring xpat tdo....... hehehehek....

another thing that reallllly do me "awwwww" a post saying that he o she is sad.... "im sad :'(" dammmmmmmmnnnnnn mintak perhatian sunggggguuhh!!!! argghh... another erson we can see is.... someone that always mengutuk2 org rasa dirik bagus glak.... well dat is what people think to a guy like me!!!!! hahha doin this post.. menghina2 org..... rasa bagus mena.. that is wat u think.... aku just express my thought... there's any law that says i cant do this? i didn't say anything about malaysia,goverment or anything.. so the I.S.A cant do anything 2....

hahahaak alu I.S.A kuar.. hahahahahaha chow lah kmk gik.. sapa lah kmk....

FIN

funny things that i saw on facebook.....

2009-12-04T22:54:00.004+08:00

its been a while since my last post.. saya terlihat bnda2 yg membuat saya "huh??? pa kah" kind of expression.. idk wat is it's specific name.. tapi i did do that kind of reaction.. baru tadik... ku tertngga.. a girl pun... ermmm... shoutout lah kira nya tek... tertulis " aku melawan vodka[via celcom sms](which mean nya polah shoutout tok pake fon which mean agik nya xda dpn comp) then ada lah comment2 dibah ya memberi galakan...

girl name: aku melawan vodka..

comment2..

some guy:(Lawanlah..hahak,jgn sampai kalah)

the girl: Sbar..dtmbah ngau heineken t0k br0..ahx (this part really make me feel "huh..pa kah" kind of feeling )

adowwwwwww......... ngeso kali juak.... minum pun mok pdh org.... aku gik malu membaca.. xtauk knak... hurm2...

a new topic....

i realize there's one pic that shows a bm karangan yg di buat oleh budak kecik.... byk alu ku tngga.. n i think.. most of them now(the new one) bukan di buat oleh bdk2 gk... di buat oleh org2 yg meniru budak utk jdi lawak.... huh?? pakah mok jadi lawak sampe desperate gya skali...y owh y? then.. wat make it more pathetic..... people actually like it.... even thou bnda ya dh di tiru org2 yg "pozer"....

other than that.. ku pun perasan.. ada org yg add2 sekati... supaya friend cdak byk... wth?? apa guna suma ya? lucu ada juak tpi... einga bh tngga.... merepak ku... ahahahak..... add2 smpe seribu lebih friend... tpi yg knal hanya berpuluh.. yg lain cuma kwn bila dh add... then org d add ya akan approve then akan anta comment "thanks for the add" or... "tHanKs 4 D aDd :p!" mok style bh... hahahak.. ok ok... berdosa byk dh aku tok... hahhak nganok org jak2..... lepas org yg pdh thanks tdik post comment,... bnda yg di reply " :)" or "wc" or"hehe" lepas ya selamanya xda di tegur.. x d klaka... apa reti suma ya? hahaha..

tpi.. org org kdak tok lah yg memenuhi fb skrang tok.... tanpa cdak... xda lah blog tok.. tanpa cdak... facebook x maju... tanpa cdak... xda pa2 berlaku.....

FIN!!!!

kenapa perempuan sgt susah nak kentut dpn org?

2009-11-30T00:33:00.000+08:00

ahahahahah.. cyesly, jrg lalu aku nangga pompuan kentut dpn ku... why!!!! why ktkorg sooooooo ego xmok kentut dn org!!!!!ahhahahahahh idk wat to write.. bh.. chow..

FIN

the society cant accept me!

2009-11-23T10:26:00.003+08:00

haahahahak... i dont why i write my headline like that... seriously it have ntg to do with my post.. no.. cyesly... hehehek.. i dunno why i feel like wanted to blog even thou i dun have anything to write.. huhuhuhurmmmmmmmm..... ok.. i think.. i have sumting to say regarding to my headline.. i think so.. haha... the society can accept me cause maybe they think that im not a typical human..(ape yg penting? hahahak bodo baju ya) but.. as u can c... there's no such things as typical anymore in this world..(but then again.. apa yang penting? ahahahak cyesly paloi baju ya..) everybody know how to use their brain now... n they all modernized themself already.. even some old people do have facebook now.. hahahah*clap2* congrats... its not that old people cant have facebook.... it just... it just..... ok...(i dont have reason actually) hahak...

paloi dah aku tok.... hahahahahaah

i think me 2 suffered from period nowadays.... i dunno why.. maybe.. i think i saw 1 sitcom about this.... the sitcom involve some computer technician nerds.. afro guy still super nerd and a women in an office... idk what is the name of the sitcom... kelupakan sudah,... but what the sitcom topic dat day is really happening to me...... somehow i(male...so i think i am) so can be suffered from side effect of period which is moody,anger....... for some people might know what im talking about..... sorry again...

that's it from.. sayonara

FIN

another sleepless nite..

2009-11-05T01:37:00.002+08:00

hello ladies and jerks.... hurm hurm.. i think this blog is very useful when we cant sleep or just restricted from sleeping.. not the same.. diff definition to me.. hahahaha my kamus lah.... dammit..

nervous.. this thing is really sucks... i dont know why this thing attack me today.... in order to overcome this nervous.. i need to know what is the causes... bak pdh org.."mencegah lebih elok dari mengubati" if u see from my point of view.. u will see that those words really have connection on what i said about nervous earlier.......

i think.. what causes us to be nervous is..:

- we think of what people will think of us..... due to this.. we trying our best to impress them. nervous attack come when we think we are not doing as good as what they all want us to be.. wth!!! i dont believe i've been manipulated... hurm hurm.. i'm a mere human afterall.. i thought im special.. nobody can manipulate me.. n i choose not to be manipulated by.. but y o y??? i still get the nervous.. hurm hurm.. i think for tommorow..(later actually)haha... i must not think that they are expecting better.. or better not think at all.. after all.. i used to believe my words that says " Don’t worry about what people think; they don’t do it very often." they dont even care about u.. who are u to be cared about????????? dammit.... huh....

hurm hurm...

alexia said that im getting fatter....Eat well, stay fit, at the end die anyway.. just like what i always say... if u know that u r going to lose... y trying?

actually life can be easy if we know how to live it... there's only 2 way to success... by hardwork or in a smart way....

even if u are stupid.. but u hardworking.... u still can success... but if u smart but not so hardworking... still can be success.. as u can see... smart doesnt cost energy.. but hardwork cost energy.... u can see my point from here?? ehhehehekk i choose to live smart.... cost a lil energy than a hardwork way.. i hate hardwork 2.... what for u make ur live soo complicated but in the end it benefits u nothing... live smart.. there's no more a term "hardwork is the key of success" for me.. it is "live ur life smart and u'll be successfull.." hahahahak.....

if u think through kan..... Opportunities always look bigger going than coming... hahahak.. i've experienced it many times already.. hahahahahak.. there's 1 tragedi menyayat ati sungguh.... while playing winning eleven using my lappy... i play become a legend(only winning eleven players will know this..) while on transfer window... by that time im playing for sunderland.. so.. there are 3 offers that offer me to play for they team... erm.. if im not mistaken... man city,portsmouth and chelsea... soo... i saw the chelsea... and i want to play in that team.... but then again.. i said to myself.. wait another week.... 1 week later..... there's no more chelsea... hahahahahahaha.. peluang melepas.. so.. i have to play for sunderland for the rest of the season.. yetttt again!!!

dah lah.. cukup lah me merepak today...

sayonara all/......

YAHUDI SUCKS!!!!!!

i don't believe i have this kind of life....

2009-10-31T22:23:00.003+08:00

after i read alexia's blog click here makes me think that i should be grateful for what i have. not whining for what i don't. wishing is the things to believe. wishing is just like a fiction. things that didn't exist. it is no harm to wish for something. but wishing without effort is just like u are a superman even though it is clearly that u are not.. that just sooooooo f**king stupid. i got a perfect family, many good friends, best girlfriend.. i should be happy. there's no reason for me to be upset. there's a million that have a worse life than me and they are hapy with that.. y cant i? yeah.. im happy now... i should be happy...

i realise sumting,, my blog aren't funny anymore...... my blog now is just a typical blog.. but not for 18 years old kid.... but still.... it still become even boring.... no more jokes.. y? im become an emo kid now? emo?? this kind of human race is the kind that i realllllly hate..

consequences for every action... i think this is why i didnt get my mara.. hurmmm.....

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oraaaaaaaaaaaaaiiitthythen...

i should be doing my speech for my presentation.. my presentation should be an i think a 5 minutes talk.. but... i only done not more than 100 words.. how come i can manage to get 5 min with below 100 words.. hurmm.. unlesssssssss.. i speak word per word.. hahah.. i can get maybe 10min if i did that.. uuuu... like that... hahahak... im doing the conclusion.. i thought that is the easiest part.. but clearly.. IT IS NOT!!!!! damn.. i need to improve my instinct more.. i need to do research more on things around me to improve my own instinct bcos i really need that for my exam.... hahahahahahahahahak.. i use instinct to do my exam!!!!! wow!!!!! how cool am i!!! hahahahak!!!!! other than that.. i also use my ninja technique to coy w/o being detected by lecturers.. hahhahahhahkk yeah.. i know im cute... hahahahahaha. damn .. i dunno wat more to write...

P.S: nad.. msn and ym mek xpat bukak.. yalah lamak x msn ngan ktk.. sry....

dabedabedu~~~

2009-10-27T23:52:00.007+08:00

-posting for him-

dates that i love.. 24/04, 24/05, 24/07.. I love 24!! we love it!!! dabedabedu~~!!
he is so..i'm speechless! OMG! he is everything to me. i just couldn't get anyone else like him.

yeap..only his hand fits mine..

24/10/09..our college annual dinner and it was our 3rd month anniversary too..
having a great time with him that night..and..he look so handsome. hahahaa!! =D please lah don't deny ok.. he memang look handsome bah.. (oh dear!) kenape? tak percaye ke?? kay..here are some of our photos.. =)

eahha~~~ he said he look 'kurus' here.. hahahakk!! does he??? =)
aiyo...n these with classmates

okay... do they look like gay?? auww... no3!

bah!! tok jak lah k..duno what to write again actually.. hurmmm..
DA-BE-DA-BE-DU~~~~~~~

different point of view~

2009-10-09T09:48:00.005+08:00

every1 has their own point of view... n not all the same... some might be differ from urs... for example.. i saw this one video.. for me its funny.. but for others it is beautiful.. i dont know y my perception on this video is stupid n funny...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xuVxOqoML4c

some people they even think this is a serious thing... but for me.. this is just like a parody o sumting... hurm22..
the wonders of us human being.. hahaahaaha

dammit..

i read one blog really piss me of..... this blog also give u all an example of different point of view.....

the blog

this blog topic created is because their view on malaysia are negative.... for example.... u in a car and wanted to see ermmm for example proton exora.... while u r driving.. ur eyes keep on roaming and roaming searching dat particular of car...
then.. u stop at the traffic light and still searching for that proton... across u... there's a honda behind dat honda there's a avanza and behind the avanza there's the exora u searching for...
automatically u will recognize the exora w/o knowing wat kinda of cars in front of dat exora..... the same situation happens in that blog... u want to find about the negativity of malaysian...
surely u'll found 1....about that blog saying that malaysian putting the bumis ahead among all the other races in malaysian..
the reason that happens is becos.. bumis is the native race in malaysia.. why should the government focus on the non-bumi while they are just like a parasite living among us.... if the malaysia's gover does dat.. this will attract more foreigners to be malaysian....
and the bumis (which is the can say "owner" of malaysia) never will advance...... and soon after that.. our country will be controlled by the "comers" then we bumis eventually become the "comers" and the comers become the "owner of the country"

this is a new way of colonization.... a non-war way of taking over one country... thankfully our minister not as stupid as they tot....

yeah... i know,. im 18... and still not that matured to say all these things out... but as i said in my previous post... there no "kayu ukuran" in maturity...

haiz....

sayonara all... marah gilak sampe xda idea gik pa nak tulis...

another sleepless nite..

2009-10-05T02:19:00.002+08:00

aiyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyo.. y cant i jus go to sleep.. wat is this feeling dat keep bothering me.. go away please.. i need to sleep .. i have a class to attend tomoorow.. please go away please...

hurmmm.. wat am i thinking?y do i tell u this? macam lah this blog can reply.. damn u blogger.. "nyawa memberontak" hurmm.. its hard for me 2 understand me myself nowadays... seems like something is taken away from me.. but wat it is? still doesnt know wat it is.. im going to find wat it is... baru boleh tido...

gila ini mcm.. klas pagi ooo esok... maseh tak dpt tido.. is dis becos of liverpool's game just now? hurmm.. i don think so... i dnno y!!!!! aiyaaa!!! paloi bh this feeling dunwanna go out of my heart,, please... leave me alone.. i want to sleep.. i need to sleeppp

paloi paloi...

gila ini macam.. apa pasal ini?

better dont say openly about wat is bothering me.. afraid some1 will get offended by... really dun wan dat to happen.. o im, jus hungry..hurmm.. yeah.. im hungry//.. dat is it... yeah yeahh.. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

hey i'm dora the explorer...

2009-09-08T02:41:00.002+08:00

ewh.. there's actually a girl named dora in my class.. n my post doesnt have to do, anything or anyhow or sumting mtfkingly w her.... she's.. argh!!!! dat describe most of her... why did i talk about her? dis suppose to be "not dat girl name dora" topic..... hurm im crazy or u r crazy... who r u?

SOOOOOO~~~~~~~

i chat w tina today!!! miss her... but... no no.. yeah.. miss her. hahahaa damn u girl.....
its been a looooonnngg time since we last met or chat.... or talk or sms or mms... or... (xabis2...)

college life is easy for me... idk why... for some reason i thought college going to be hard.. but.it is not... it is hard... but not that hard that i imagine w my gooooooooood high i.q brain...(awwww).... classes ok... jus the subject did not.... some of the sub... ewh no no.. all of the sub...i guess... xtauk ewh... well i guess... i'm currently try to improve my lifestyle, my health, my english, my pronounciation..(did i spell it rite?) well.. not all spelling sound what they spell... (huh?) jus like bordeux.... first i pronounce it like.. bor-de-ux.... but d right way is bor-doe... huh.. now i know.. hahahak..

stupidity has overcome me yet again... hurmmm.. this is becos of full of sleeping+cant sleep+bore+limited entertainment= naaah this post... get it brada?

hurm hurm.. it has no point of writing if we dunno wat to right.... kan3? what an i going to do now.. the clock shows 2.55 am.. and im still awake... luckily i dun have class 2morrow.. this college is soo bulllshit.. 1 day 1 class... 1 class jus for 3 hours.... wat kind of college is dat? if i still flunk in my exam... huh.. idk wat to say... sapalah kmk.. mati jak kmk..... words of wisdom from my classmate(syafiq) which quite close to alexia...n alexia.... yeah.. cant get any closer to me...hahahahahk..... (xda maksud tersirat ya).. hurm2....

owh yeah...

soooo bored..

i think if i in kuching... it becomes even more boring i guess.. even here in miri( a new city.... new city always makes u ermm... unbored? hahahak.. idk d suitable word for that.. hahahak.. unbored... cheeeeessss... ) i havent explore miri city completely yet... i want to.. but my will of not to is even stronger than i want to.. so "not to" win..

WHAT IS MY ACTIVITY AFTER CLASS???

1.on9(IF!!!!!!!! ada line)
2.Football manager 2009(cant wait for d 2010)
3.eat
4msg w alexia.. alllll day,,,,,,,
5.thrash talking w jim...
6. hearing couple quarell(this for today only lah.. quite a good fight.... it's a draw..)

talk about couple quarelling..
there's 1 couple that lives w me here.. quarelling...barely fighting but the fist is flying all around.. and some of them landed on a door... or should i say IN the door.... hahahak it is always funny when any event that have emo involve... hahahahak..... although they quarell using english.. but the words coming out of their mouth sooo fast jus like they are raping or sumting... or membaca mantera or they quarelling using the words that even themself doesnt understand.. dat's wat make it funny..... kdak cina ada juak.. tpi x.. hahahahahak funny ....

hurmm.. dunno wat to right.. barely have topic to talk w when we share on sunting that did not reply like this bullshit blog....... sayonara... von voyage....

jkghagajlfhgfl;gjh;afoglha;ljkhsd;flahk;...

goood buy(hahak)

fight fire with fire?

2009-08-24T11:04:00.002+08:00

wat a catchy title huh... like dat word.... hurmm today is my 1 month anyversary(is that correct?) w alexia.. but neither of us going to the college to meet each other... her reason is because im not coming to the college dat's why she's not going to college.. my reason is.... beacause SHE didn't want to come to college... hurm hurm..... at the end.. both can see each other,... naaa kau.. gik kau lek2....... then msging.. keep blaming each other... at the end.. terpaksa juak mengalah..... orite.. my fault.....

hurmm.. wat am i going to do today.. i got 1 wholyyydammmitidity day to waste on..... i applied for vancancies that day.. but till now.. they haven't call me yet...*mumbling2 sumting bad* oriteeeeee!!!! sooo.. i think i maybe if mun kalau yenede ono dos tre quad will go 2 search 4 a poart time work.... I NEEDDDD MONEY!!!!!!! that beattle song is crap.. all u need is love... damn u... love cant produce money for us.. huh.. crapppppy!

hurm.... 2day is suppose 2 be human body lectured by dr.julian.. i like that lecturer n i like about human body.. but y???? y????? y??????? y the heaven i didnt go to college!!!!!!!!! damn!!!!!

hehek.. will writoo again soooon...... soooona soooooooooona matapagal... boring dh ku tok.

hurmm lamak x blogging n merepak.. so LET US MEREPAK!!!

2009-08-14T18:31:00.002+08:00

hohohohohohohohhllaaaaaaaaaa...... hye nad.. kmk tauk ktk jak baca tok.. hahahahk.. or to whom who may soooo bored..... ntg to do.. and accidently found my blog.... hahak.. i have soo many thing to say.. (again.. this word... always an introduction for my post) hahak...

i think of us(malaysian) should change our perception(maybe not me, it just u soo call malaysian.) if we wanna advance parallel-ly(is that a word?) with soo many modern country such as u.s.... we must ateast think like they do...... for an example.... if 1 MAn enter a condom shop.... malaysian people will think... " gila sex laki la juak....." but u.s people will think...." owh... gud for them.... atleast they contribute a lil to prevent HIV or AIDS"... that is just an example okay!!!! sound soo 18sx huh???? sound like i defend sex offender o wat,,, well that is becos ur perception hasn't change!!! not... i think change is not suitable to be said.... well maybe can be change to... ur perception hasn't improved.... that sound better.... this is just an example.....

hurm..... 1 more thing... if an older people o they would like to be call ADULT!(like people my age doesn't get older!) read my post... 1 thing that surely in their mind... u still young to said all these things... yeah.. as if younger people doesn't have any brain or maybe they will think that my kind of age hasn't matured yet... come on lah..... it's not like there's a fix age that we must reach to get matured... everybody is different..... different human different length of time to get matured..... some maybe early and some maybe late.... dont consider urself as a "kayu pengukur"(don't know wat is it in english haha).. hurm... xtauk gik apa nak pdh... mood utk posting d kacau....
bye.

argh!!! paloi!!!! paloI!!! the end? damn!!

2009-08-07T11:57:00.004+08:00

hehehehe... gimmick again... hahahak.. best alu bnda mcmtok.... ehhehek.... nad suruh update blog... update lah.... haahahahahak...... dunia tok byk jenis manusia ada... kdak binatang ada species... manusia ada apa? haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaha

a kind of people that i really hate.... imagine this...

person 1:ewh.. how r u?

person 2: well.. i'm fine.. how r u then?

person 1: ewh.. can u help me 1 thing? can u do my homework?

paloi manusia mcm ya owh.. atleast lah jawab lok ques ya bok minta tolong.. but sometime lucu juak org dakya.... x lucu kak person1 ya tek lah... kat person 2 o maybe 3 ya lucu.. 3???? part lucu nya bila kita perasan nya polah gya.... hahahaahak.. tuyuk....

tpi.. wth.. pdh ngan cina pasar cnun.. xda nya duli... ambik kesah ckit pun x... heheeek..

i'll be leaving tommolo le... gonna miss kuching... maybe a lil.. erm....naahhhhhh... boring dh kuching.... miri here i come....... x semangat alu nyawa nulis ya... pahal owh..

borink2 tok...

jawab teka teki tok... hehehe... trutama ktk nad.. JAWAB!

Ahmad bin Abu, kambing bin apa?

dgn itu saya aher kan blog saya..

sekian terima kasih... kasih tak di terima di sini... kad kredit or cash sahaja...

im dying guys! im ill......

2009-07-28T16:01:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAK.. gimmick huh.. the title.. hahahhak.. like it soooo much......

i owned u owned me... hehhehek.. give and take dude.... come on lah..

i neeeed attention not.........

welll.. f1 ku dh kuar dari bengkel!!!!!!!!!!! after 4 days of bertapa di rumah.. im finally going out for sure!!!! lemah nyawa ku umah ewh... kutu rayau bh.... my lesen n ic pundh ada.. im indon noooooo moreeeeee.. damn u nad.. hahahahak.. jk jk.. awwww... harsh word...

arghhh... cant wait to go back to miri!!!!!!!! wait for me dear!!!!!! hehehehek.. pa kah..

paloi2 post ku tok.. hurmm ku prasan.. tpi agik juak nulis.. pa kah.. paloi alex tokk.... tpi... CUTE!!!!!!!!!!

damn.. boring lah ku tok.. xtauk pa nak polah.. apahal ku blogging mun x tauk apa nak d pdh? bgus eboh jak nak? paloi.. blog naang utk d pake mcm tok nak? well.. im not mis use it then.. hehehehehek..

sexy back!!!!!

damn... pointer lom kuar.. xsbr mok tauk......

paloi post tok.. jgn baca ewh.. marah ktkorg lak....

chow...

tweaw!!!! i like that word...

2009-07-25T02:16:00.003+08:00

tweaw... i dun know how to pronounce it... i think tee-wee-eaa-aww-uii.. i guess so.. hehek. i get that word from a friend... erm... adalah.. hehek.. of mine.... ok now.. i be straight... im taken.. and im loving it... hehek.. if u always go to my fb page.. u'll know who is this girl.. i like her soo much.. we r soo much iin common.. idk.. freakingly too much similarities........ hehehek im happy.. hehehek.. .sound so girlish yet again.. dem u..

nad nad.... hehehehek.. holding hand huh? ok... upgrade to a upper level of relationship dh lh.... tinggal lah alex tanpa kehadiran dikau nad....
ehehehehehek..

kesepian ku di malam ini d temani oleh.... besties saya jgak.. ilda!!!!!! heehehek... yeah.. we r besties...

btw..... F**K... my wallet ilang.. damn damn damn damn shit..... terpaksa lah polah polis report and all those lame thinggy... paloi bh me.. soooo clumsy.. i wish i was sumbody else tonight....... wait wait.. no no.. i dun wan 2 be sum1 else... i wan to be me.. hehehehek....

soooooo long.. xtauk pa nak padh gik.. blurry..... ewh ada lgu blurry nak.... hehekk best lagu ya... hehehek.. apa kah melalut melalut cmya...

soooo.. ok lah.. bye.....

FIN!!!!

HEYYY ALL!!!

2009-07-19T16:29:00.002+08:00

hey all. there's sooooo much thing i want to write here.. tooo much untill i cant remember anything that i want to write.. hurmmm.. heehek..

dat day.. i accidentally found new quote.. i said the quote to alexia.. hehehek.. it is something ermmm spontaneous.. hahahak. bthe quote is quite long.. so.. im tired.. and i dont want to write it here.. hehehehek.. gimmick huh.. hehehehekk i like it....

nowadays.. i rarely touch my fon.. .i really enjoy my holiday..... i slept all day.. eat.. on9.. then sleep again... wahhhhhhhhh wat a life... hehek.. its been a long time since my last post...... actually the reason i rarely dun want to blog is becos my english is quite sucks.. hehek if i want to write in bm,... sound soooo baku..... saya tidak mahu itu.......

sorry nad,ilda.... maybe kmk jrg bermsg ngan tak... mek jrg pegang fon juak.. now... alu tamat tempoh krdt mek... wow.. its a bizzare iincident. my fon's krdt just expired..... hehehek.. miss d ol days... the day that im d loser.. now i've changed.... the old me is dead and gone...(uuu lirik lagu....) i like the old me........ but i like the new me better... sound sooo geek huh? hehehk.. dem u.....

i really miss chatting with nad... NAD!!!!!!! ON9 LAH AGIK!!!! hehek.. ilda pun jrg juak dh...hehehe.... knak owh... hurm... wth.. sekati lah..

i think i starting to like sum1.. i guess.... hehehke.... but something i think that we r not a match... hurmmm hehehek.. wth... sekati lah... gai lu bunyi... gila kah kau....

tuka topik....

saya ada buat satu salah.. hehek. i try not making my bm sound so baku k... o i should write in sarawak? ok..

yep mek ngakuk.. mek suka ktk bh..
y xboleh mek polah salah kah?
mek x kesah rela jadi salah mun dah jatoh cinta pun tak xboleh polah..
org suma madah cinta ya butak
tapi mun dah jodoh x kecne nak?

hehehek.. chow chow.... gila dah ku tok.. hehehekhekkk nak kata boring x juak,, tapi adalah juak........ nak kata x boring xda alu x boring.... mcmne tok....... hehek...

jgn jdi gila lek...... hehehehek mun dah jodoh x kesine nak..... btw.. lirik lagu know no ya.... hehehek.. gila kau..

SAYONARA!!! THAT'S ALL KIDS...

FIN

YAHUDI SUCKS!!!!

hahahahahah

2009-07-12T02:44:00.002+08:00

simting really entertaining happen to me tonite,,, hahaha nad nad
AOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KMK INGAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

You have just sent a nudge.

alex says:
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COME ON!
DH JANJI
ckit jak
shuffle?
go nad
go nad
go nad
go nad
go nad
go nad
go nad
go nad
tgn jak lah
tepuk amai2
nadhirah says:
dh la ya nak?
alex says:
XDA LAH
sblom mek tuka
suruh tak nyanyi lagu coba
coba kau coba
nadhirah says:
x tauk lirik!!!
x mok jwak eh
alex says:
siiiiii apa sebenar aku pada mu
google?
penah dgr x?
pasal google
best brg ya
nadhirah says:
penah la!!!!
hahahahahahahhahaahah
alex says:
dpt carik brg nok ktk mok
nadhirah says:
malas mk google eh
alex says:
so?
nadhirah says:
lirik yaa
alex says:
mek tolong?
hehehe
nadhirah says:
x mk!
huh
lupakan saja

alex says:
khahaha
ok lah
ok
do something to cover ya lah
tulis a sampe z

nadhirah says:
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YAY!!!!!!!!!!!
alex says:
hahahahaha
mek save
converse tok

hahahahaha nad nad......... sry nad..

A great post!

2009-07-04T20:38:00.002+08:00

TQ *some text missing* for the previous post.. i like it!!!!!!..
hahaha
nad nad...
apa yang patut ku tulis di sini.....

ERMM.... i suppose to study now... but... im studying now... yer.. antapp li bebulak.. hahahak..nadnad...

ok..

one gooddddddddddd story to share.....

MY BESTFRIEND IS NO MORE SINGLE MINGLE GINGLE.... HAHAHAHAAHAK.. She taken... hahahahahahk.. congrats u 2... xtauk sapa ya lah..... happy for u guys...

ya jak lah yang ku akan post.. boring owh..

Hiatus yet again =.="

2009-07-03T12:51:00.008+08:00

I know right! What the hell lah. Orang yaa malas mok update. Alasan sik da papa nak kerco. Maka tiap2 hari jwak ku lelah dgr nya ngerco. Sik jwak setiap hari la. Heheheh. This is not Alexius Henry. This is another version of Alex. Yes, Alek has his own other side. A bit gay and random type. This is real, this is me!

Moving on.

What Alex have been up to nowadays? Um. Biasa jak. Maseh blaja kat Kolej Faraj (oops) dan nya salu masturbate mun sik da keja. I've been trying to tell him it won't bring him any good. I mean, masturbating using pictures? That so shallow.

He might be coming home to Kuching this month. :D Just might be. Hurray Alex hurray. You owe me nasi lemak and teh o ais, woman.. I mean, man.

I don't have ze latest picha of Alex but he gave me this one last few weeks ago. He has transformed (hahah) into a Korean emo. At least, that's what I think lah. Perception is assumption right.

Our recent convo which is last night. We were on webcam. Hehe.

Meeee: alek x update blog?
Alex: x..
Meeee: senyum la lek. x kiut alu
Alex: ktk dh rogol? mek xda bnda nak pdh. mek hnsm x?
*cringe*
Alex: hahahaha expressi muka tak tek hahahahahak

He has not changed one bit. :) That's what I ~~like~~ hate best about Alex. Weehoo.

Running out of ideas to write anything else. I didn't mean to hack his blog, he asked me to update for him since he was SO BUSY. Plus, I don't like to see this blog abandoned. Shame on you Lek. Oh okai, the real reason is....... I don't have anything better to do so I terjah this blog and ramble whatever I want! *evil laugh*

That is all for today. If Alex allow me to post something again, moi pleasure! :D

I forgot something. What ya. Yes, who am I if you are wondering. I am Suparman. I am Elvis Presley. I am Jessica Alba!

OK laa. I'll tell you. I'm......... *some text missing*

Note: No jaw-dropping guaranteed after the sight of Alex's picha.

selepas membaca blog post nad....

2009-06-12T15:53:00.003+08:00

AAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!!!!!!!!!ahahahahahaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ktk jaik sungguh awak jahat.. jahat jahat... mek xmok berik gmbar mek gik kat ktk..... kepercayaan kmk terhadap ktk telah hilang........... i lost my virginty..... hahahahahaahahahahahaha

Blog ku Di rogol Mu....

2009-06-03T11:22:00.003+08:00

ahhh..... rasa puas dh? merogol? hehek... thanks nad.. ktk ptut polah satu cerita bertajuk blog makeover lak.. kedong ktk blja pasal journalism.... hehehek... welll...

its been a long long long lonng tym since my last post(my own post hehehe....) so what am i going to whine about.... hurm... ok.. im in kuching yet again.. my holiday is full of searching fu**ing thing about strees in the internet..... i have to do a 3000 words assignment = 10 page = lelah tahap dewa dewa kayangan.. puteri santubung puteri sejinjang... penjaga gunung negeri sarwak... kacak nya sik ada dpt d layan.. anak dak dewa dari kayangan.... pa kah kaitan... Assignment suck.. (mumbling....................) ok.... kolej life really sucks... hehehk.. but wat to do....... hurm.....

asa2 ku mok berenti n jadi carik kerja... kenak owh.. dalam news... munn ada iklan jawatan kosong... mesti jak jawatan nok kecik2... jawatan kosong.. kami mencari operator kilang sepunuh masa, pemandu lori, general worker..... mesti nok cikai2... knak xda.. jawatan kosong... kami mencari general manager kah, ceo kah.... hurm.. paloi dunia.. hot... global warming na juak.. tapi.. apa2 pun... bolos saja lubang itu!!!!!!!!!!!

chow low bei tea.....

(fill in the blank) SUCK!!!!!!!

Hahaha~

2009-06-02T23:44:00.000+08:00

Alek suroh rogol blognya. Dh puas rogol tok Lek. :D

Saya, Nadhirah. Wee~

P.S. Playlist Alek ada lagu Bunga bunga Cinta nyanyian Misha Omar. Alek's personal fave!!

ermmm....

2009-05-15T22:43:00.000+08:00

Hayllow... its me again... of it is me,.... this is my blog.... who else u predict... stupid kind of race... HUMAN!.. i am a human.. so am i classified as stupid to? hmmmmm...

ppl always got a problem with wealthy ppl... in their head always remember on one thing "wealthy ppl invest poor ppl consume"... in other way.. just imagine..ermmm.. one vendor machine that contain coke or wat inside it... this vendor machine is equal to poor ppl..... then the ppl who insert money in it is the wealthy ppl.... isnt life great being a wealthy ppl.. why dont..... one day.. we ask wealthy ppl become the vendor machine and poor ppl become the ppl that insert money into it.... thenn.... another problem will appear.... the poor ppl have no money to insert.. then the vendor machine will have no work... then.... the vendor machine will become useless... and close.... sooo.. i think.. that will happen if in this world have no wealthy ppl... that is y... we need each other.... wealthy ppl cant look down to poor ppl and poor one cant talk bad things bout wealthy ppl..... no poor ppl = no wealthy ppl....

.. hurm.... wat am i whining about????? i fucked up life..

so sory nad... we cant meet each other and all the guys..... i'm sorrry... xtauk lah.. asa besalah jak... hehehkk....

so.. boring life in kuching continue... feels the same.... miri and here.... same.... no diff....... better start focusing on studies... this aint smk anymore.... hahahak.. goooooood ol' days......... welll wat past stays past... forgetting the past so that it will be enuf space for the future.....

wat is my future?? wat am i in 20 years?? hurmm..... is amy life will be just like i plan.. what is my plan actually?? do i have any?? hurm... am i going to get married?? uuuuuuuuuu.. oooooo yeah... or... am i not?? argh!!!!! paloi ada ... hahahahaak mumble schmumble.... bak pdh nad....

SRy for the bad english... me don hnsm...
me don learn english.. ocok sucks!..

HURM>>

welll..

OCOK SUCK!!!!!!!!

TAGGER : T-rah

2009-05-11T03:10:00.000+08:00

1. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
definately

2.How about drinking?
Wat kind of drinnk?

3. Do you like someone you can't have?
erm.. yupe.. jessica alba? does it count?

4. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
yupe... tell me.... biar ku rasa hnsm...(atleast ku jujo)

5. What's your favorite sport?
erm........... futsal?

6. It's Saturday night, and you're home alone. What do you do?
mastur... ewh ewh.. nad ajak lah ngajar tok... erm.... out?

7. Do you like roller coasters?
no.... xmok nyusah dirik...

8. When is the perfect time to have a bf/gf?
when the time is right(pozer trah)

9. If you could date any celebrity, who would it be?
alba

10. What are you doing this weekend?
driving 12 hours!!

11. What is your favorite restaurant?
erm..... none..

12. Have you ever hugged someone?
erm... i think so.....

13. Ever kissed someone you weren't attracted to?
kisS? no..... no way..

14. Do you like anyone right now?
yupe..... he he he he he he

15. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
skin tone?(mun tambi?)

16. Which do you prefer, Beach or Mountain?
beach hot mountain cold.. beach relax mountain tiring... eerm.... none of above...

17. What kind of phone do you have?
erm.. se....

18. Computer or Laptop?
laptop.

19. Jeans or Sweats?
Jeans

20. Which year(s) has/have been the best so far?
erm.... 23.4.1991.(b4 i came into this world...)

21. How old are you gonna be on your next birthday?
19

22. What should you be doing right now?
erm..... mas...ewh...... erm.... nothign....

23. What is your favorite TV show?
friends?

24. What's been your last purchase?
erm... reload?

25. Are you attracted to girls/boys that smoke?
girls smoking???? no!

26. Have you ever fallen on your butt in front of a crowd of people?
yupe...

27. What do you do when you're at home?
myob..

28. What is your favorite subject?
erm... how far have u been with ur bf?

29. What's the best thing that's ever happened to you?
erm.. best event

30. Tag 10 people:
idk
idk
nad
tina
hilda milda hahak

hari pertama setelah balik ke kuching....

2009-05-10T04:18:00.000+08:00

nothing weird happen actually.... same ol' rutin... bored.... ermmm wat i want to talk huh..... owh... ya..... recently... thanks to nad.. i got a new friend.. yayyyy nad... she is the best stranger that ever who text me... hehehek.. her name is.. NAD JAWAB.. (tngga kat comment dibah.. ada nad pdh... pdh jak nad....) i really like her personalities.... fun.. pande berguro, lucu,loyar buruk kuat, cute, talkative, berani memuji diri n everything nice.. GOES THE POWERPUFF GIRLS!! hhehehehk.. i like girls hu talk alot..... senang d embak kaka.. msg pun senang... mun ada sesetengah yang reply sepatah2.. susah glak nak bermsg ngan org gya.. sekali 2 boleh.. tp bila slalu polah gya.. alu jadi xda idea pa nak d kaka..... heehehekk she's hilda... i dunno y i write about her.. nok lain ad juak msg.. xda juak ku nulis lam tok.. ada hati kali nak?? hahahahak.. (ngepak dimpun gik ya)

soooo..... 1st day... kuching will be kuching.. bored as always.. same goes to miri.. where else to go?... today.. tngga wayang ngan andy... ya upa.... nang ugak2 upa kdak gay mek2 tadik.. ayoyoyoyoy.... dh duduk tepi dinding.. 2 krusi tepi dinding ya.. ya nang upa kdak kapel jak aie.. argh!!!! hahahahahahahahak........ after that.. msn ngan nad...... tak usah tulis byk... this might be helpfull.

crack as always... nad ya.. hahahahak.. nad nad.. hehehehek...

hurmm..

asa nak tido dh tok...

klak lah blog agik

bye....

YAHUDI SUCKS!

objective complete!

2009-05-09T05:02:00.000+08:00

YAAAAAYYYY!!!!!!! suda sampai lor... d kuching.... saya sampai kuching suda bh... yaayyyyyyyyy.... just reach kuching now(5.13a.m)...... ku rasa bertenaga selepas melihat kuching semula... minum milo anda jadi sihat dan kuat... yer nakpa kah............ ku pulang tanpa assignment yang kurang ajarly byk... nasib nad nyuruh polah.... mun x.. x bercuti lah saya di sini.... ac di mana???? sempoi!!!! paloi da....

cant wait for tomorrow rise...
to meet u guys... hahahahahahahakkk.. F**K..

am i will be back again for gawai???? maybe.... i want to... but but but but but......... no reason.....
ops... u know wat... i snores when i sleep... dammit...... nobody told me b4.... hurm..snore snore snore...... tpi xpalh... bye,

lamak ada x nulis word tok...

YAHUDI SUCKS?

I break ur heart with a stick.....

2009-05-07T16:46:00.000+08:00

lamak ado x blogging koh.. hahak. sry nad.. hahahak.... so... byk brg nak pdh ctowk.. tapi.. byk gilak.. alu xmok madah.. yalah tek..h ahahahakk.. .kolej life guuuuuuuuuddddd... gahahahahakk. wat the hell.. merapu jak bh ctok.. hahahahak.. payoi.. hahahahak... gila dh ku..hahahaha mala tetak jak..hjahahahaha.. payoi..hjajahahaha.. yer nakpa kah..

2009-04-18T21:23:00.000+08:00

Tagger : T-Rah rah rah(bak padh nad...)

01 Who was your last text from ?
rossa

02 Where was your default picture taken?
dewan kenyalang?( i i think... lupa juak...)

03 Your relationship status?
in a relationship currently with mark wehlberg(tol x ejaan ya?)

04 Have you ever lost a close friend?
nope..

05 What is your current mood?
horny.. ewh ewh ewh.. salh2... bulak jak ya.. happy...

06 How many siblings do you have?
4

07 Whats your brother(s) or sister(s) name?
beckham, teophylis, n rozy.

08 Where do you wish you were right now?
somewhre beside my marky (nama cute mark wehlbergku)....

09 Have a crazy side?
who doesn't? crazy people might not.. becos.. that person edi crazy.. huh?

10 Ever had a near death experience?
yes... first time i saw tina...(terkejut bah.. nyaris mati time ya nangga muka tina...)

11 Something you do a lot
msging?

12 Angry at anyone
erm.... nope.. x bait mnas2...

13 What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
500 km of road...

14 When was the last time you cried?
5 years ago? knak timpak antu.. kali lah...

15 Is there anyone you would do anything for?
no.....

16 What you think about when you are feeling asleep?
sleeping....

17 Who was the last person you talked to on the phone
nad nad nad nad nad nad lalalala. hahak

18 What is your favourite song?
how deep is ur love n stairway to heaven

19 What are you doing right now
blogging lah(payoi ada....Layan kiuit bh. hahka..)

20 Who do you trust right now
evry1 i trust.

21 Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
ermm..Midvalley megamall..

22 Have you kissed someone in the past week?
kiss me thru the fon? best lagu ya...

23 Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
no one.. i live 500km away from all.. argH!!!!!!!

24 Describe your life in a word
mystery...

25 Who are you thinking of right now?
erm.... jimmy page?(tegal lagu stairway to heaven lah tok...)

26 What should you be doing right now?
assignment......... tpi xpa lah... padah x dtg klas riya.. hahak

27 What are you listening to?
led zappelin-stairway to heaven

28 Who was the last person you gave a hug?
xtauk... xda...

29 Who was the last person who yelled at you?
fariq? sial manusia ya.. pikapula

30 Do you act differently around the person you like?
sikda lah...

31 What is your natural hair colour?
black

32 Who was the last person to make you laugh?
cina ne nak kah..... numpah aik.. gahahak

33 Who was the last person that made you sad?
erm....... faiz... sial kau.. xpat pake.. hahaj

34 What do you hear
entah..... binatang... a.f.. sial.. o

35 Is your hair curly or straight
straight

36 Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" face?
no

37 Do you have a best friend?
maybe

38 Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
erm.... since last 3 days i've been locked up in the penjara buku sial babi....

39 Do you use smiley face on your computer?
no..

40 Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
huh?? xda jamban kah?

41 Are you happy with your life now?
okay

42 Are you currently jealous?
of whom?ur mum?(ekot trah) hahahk.

43 What jewellery are you wearing?
necklace jak...

44 What are you doing on Friday night?
menari lam bilit.. ne x bodo ya.... talking on the fon with nad.... alll night..

45 Have you ever had your heart broken
erm... my heart still in one piece.. so i think.. no...

46 Have you ever broken someone's heart?
erm,.... xda juak org2 nok dekat aku mati sebab ati patah.. so xda lah ya..nak?

47 Is there anyone you're really disappointed right now?
erm..

48 What was the last reason you went for the doctor for?
mac.... patah tangan. hahak..

49 How late did you stayed up last night and why?
1.00am... nad call...

50 Have you dated someone longer than a year?
nope.. unlucky me..

iTagg
all people.. just jual nama aku.. xpa... suma org...
ashrun lah...

Hey all....

2009-04-17T09:56:00.000+08:00

hey all.. sorry xda masa nak blogging now... hahahak.. xda laptop.. living in a college life is really boring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! x skolah boring skolah boring.. apa gik nak polah...... argh..........

ok.. tok cita bena..

the first day.. i stay in dorm.. really freak me out..... i think maybe... i think i heard sumbody talking outside of my friend hostel.... at 2.30 am..... at dat time.. i dunno te story about this dorm... my friend said... before i came.. they also heard and saw that thing....but... they didnt tell me about that.. the incident happen while i'm still msging with nad jyn bet... i cant sleep dat day..... due i slept earlier dat day.... nad.. kmk x padah ktk malam tadik.. bab malam tadik malam jumat.. hahahak.. ok.. smbung cita..... then.. by 2.30.. i heard sumbody mumbling o talking in a slow voice by HERself.. it is a her im sure bout this.. i heard her voice... then i open the door of my room... i saw nothing and the mumbling is stop.... the second time i heard is arround 3.00am... im waiting for nad's msg.... while im waiting.. i heard... another mumbling.. same voice...but now.. even louder.. as seem like the person become nearer to my dorm... and i wake up slowly and walk slowly.... then i open the door rapidly.. and again... the mumbling stop...and i saw nothing.... i talked for myself and said "this aint funny guys!" i thought they jus playing around.... i then think about one of my friend said to me... that this dorm is aint norm.... this used to be girl's dorm.. and i said to him.. then? wat about girl's dorm? xda pa2 menakutkan pun.. i thought about wat he said... n then i straight go to sleep.... gila nebes dow.. sumpah tok mena.. xda ku bulak...........

the next day.. i asked my friends... do they heard sumting... they said... no.... then i asked the person who claim that he heard sumting the day before(didi).... i ask him wat did he hear? and he said.. sumbody talking in slow voice and i chinesse.. and another of my friend (oya) said.. the night i heard sumbody talking outside their dorm he said, he heard sumbody trying to open their door which is locked...........

i think.. i want to go out from here asap.. my friends said not to talk about this thing.. so im afraid talking about this thing... i need help.. seriusly.... im not joking.. i swear.. my story is true.. i swear! nowadays.. i got trouble sleeping... so hard for me to sleep nowadays... hurmmm.. i swear.. i didnt bluff u'all..............

THIS ENTITI SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hurmmm...

2009-04-16T15:55:00.000+08:00

first week of college really bored me.. nothing special happens.. for now onwards... i wil seldomly on9,blogging... due to my laptop... hahahak.. nad.. sry x blog lamak2 tok.. hahahahahahak.... bye.... anyone from miri... contact me... i need accompany..

Yay!

2009-04-13T19:05:00.001+08:00

i've reach miri already.... starting my semester tomorrow.. but...... surprisingly... i dont have any class tomorrow...... for now.. i only have 2 class per week... yay me... due to my a in bi... i dont have to take intensif english.. so... kita enjoy!!!... hahahak...

hurm.... for orentasi tek.... so humiliating for me.. as i enter the classroom.... i saw evryone doesnt have anything on their desk but me... maley dow.. sorg2 jak mbak laptop lam bilik orentasi.... org lain x gago nulis pun.. hahahahahahahak.. mesti lam palat cdak... aku tok semangat gilak nak blaja... o nak show off... wth!!!!! x kan lah nak ninggal laptop lam hotel.... ada d curi lak.... mbak jak lah..... argH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! malu dow... bila terpke apa yang cdak pke.... hahahahaahahahahakhkahkahkakha........ bodo.... paloi..... argh..

so.. i met this one guy... which is from sabah... as i enter the classroom.... i sit next to him auto pilotly....(there's such word?) so... suddenly from nowhere.. a hand came up to me in a 'wanna shake hand" shape... so.... im still on auto-pilot(bak pdh nad) and slowly handed my hand in a "huh.. is this right" way.... so... he ask my name... i nearly.... NEARLY!!! say my name was John... Seriusly... i said... jo.... ewh... alex2..... so.. he laughed.... hahahakk freakly laugh.... then in my mind said "huh... wat did i said? so funny?" so.... i let him laugh... i then blurly smile.... then he ask again where r u from? i said kuching and i ask him back... he said he is from sabah.... laughing again..... blurly again i smile... wat's so funny???? u better dont be my roomie...... ok.. after finish orentasi... i went to my dorm situated not far from the college.... entering the main door.... and there he is again... looking at me and still laughing..... owh god... u better be kidding!.... and i politely smile at him and run like the wind away from him.... i search for dorm 3 room 3... i walked all the corridor.. entering every dorm.... then.... as i go back to the main door.. the dorm which in suppose to go... is directly,f**kingly,damnly behind that laughing boy( i still doenst know his name....) and i ask him... "cnie kah dorm 3?" and he said yes.. i asked again u stay in here too? and he said the most saddest answer "yes" argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! feels like falling from a cliff.............. my 3years will be like a living hell!!!!! staying near to him.... sry thou... hurm.. i want to change school.... mama!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna go home.. hahahahahahahak....... chow...

WHO SUCK!?

do you believe in ghost??

2009-04-09T22:26:00.000+08:00

people always say that they encounter with a ghost.. alone.. in d dark... while their afraid... assuming that they really saw that ghost.. how can they know it is a ghost.. if once the saw it and after a fraction of time their already running like ussain bolt... in fact even faster...

for me.. bukan nak padh x cayak... for me is.. people see what their thinking o want to see... for example... yakop is walking in one of the scariest road in the world.... so.. when he knows that, that road is scary.. so... automatically .. he will think about a ghost.. so.. his brain will become herm.... carut padh org.. then the brain lying the eye about what he saw,..... hurm.. i think that is actually happen. hahahahahk.. padh nya tek..h ahahkakhakh

hurmmm.. what am i going to say about najib's kabinet.... hurm..

NOTHING!!!!!!

u know y? because they all already rich and who am i to judge them.. hahahahahak paloi ada klaka gtik hahahah.ah.a.ha.h.aha..ha.. nad nad..

chow lah..
chow hcow..

Tagged?

2009-04-09T01:32:00.000+08:00

this is my first time been tagged(sad huh? hehek) how to do this?? bak kata pepatah...

buah cempedak di luar pagar,
kalau dh di luar pagar jangan ambik bukan kamoo punya
saya budak buta it n still belajar,
ambik galah potong2 jadi rotan dan ajar lh saya seperti mana cekgu lain mengajar saya.

list the activity which u did today, u didnt did yesterday...

1. bangun awal pagi...
2. chat ngan nad?(marek ada polah nak?)
3, pegi smk stampin(ya nama nya nak?)
4 kuar tngga wayang ngan kwn!(knowing.. best siot.....)
5.blogging?(present)
6. tekan button washing machine(cuci baju juak nya!!!!!!!!!)
7. pegi gate depan....
8. di lihat sambil memakai hanya boxer dan baju oleh seorang peremouan yang tidak d kenali(saya mahu jumpa kawan depan rumah, saya tidak tahu di sana ada perempuan.depan rumah sahaja bah....)
9.di hon oleh kereta di depan rumah sambil berboxer(agik bermsg tym ya... xnmpak)
10. berjalan balit dengan selamba lekak tauk kat sia ada ompuan....(kira cool lah tek.... kira kdak dh biasa... x nya tauk lam ati asa nak 100m dash masuk lam umah)
11.install game lam laptop tpi at d end.. dah disk 3 alu corrupted...
12..kecewa game xpat install lepas nggu sebegitu lama......
13. mencari pendrive yang hilang entah ke mana.....
14. mencari handphone yg hilang(tapi d jumpai d bawah cooler pad laptop..)
15di marahi sebab slalu lupak cne ngkah barang...

so.. yalah tek... ya jak.. xda lain...

i dun have amy1 to tag... sry... my life is pathetic isnt it?? hahak..

wait wait.... i got 1...

i tagged
-Misel...

xtauk pa nak pdh...

2009-04-07T23:37:00.000+08:00

hurmm.. i cant understand anything bout love.. i think.. nowadays.. love jus like a drama? what is d uses of love? i mean bergerek lah....

to me.. the definition of "can u be my girlfriend?" is same as.. " boring xda org k msg.. mok msg ngan mek x??" just like that.. to some people maybe..."can u be my girlfriend?" same as..." kmk dtg kenja... dtg tolong x?"........

other than that... i really hate people who.. hurm.. how to explain.. ok read this dialog..

abu: aku bencik na ngan si ali ya...
alex: huh? ok jak nya....
abu: yalah.. nya ok ok juak bh..

get my point?(just comment me if didnt).. i dunno... i hate this kind of people... the other kind of typical human that i really dislike is....

fatimah: ermm.. dpt anta mek pegi pasar x?
John: asa2 mek xpat lah.... agik gago juak tok...
fatimah: owh..... xpalh.... kmk ambik teksi jak... dah jauh nak nggah teksi....

faham x????? manusia gtok nang polah dunia x best di diami oleh mahluk tuhan paling seksi....???...

alang2.. let me talk about what i hate n like....

1. i hate to line up(like buying things, withdraw money)
2. i hate people show that they r sick,sad or anything negative...
3 i hate handicaps people that always whining about their condition....
4 i hate people who always brag....
5. i hate crumpple paper,money, shirt, etc.
6. i hate wet sock,shirt,shoe,pants dan sama waktu ngan nya...
7. i cant eat with wet dishes.....(unless terpaksa)
8. i hate lier (i can sense whenever u telling lies...)
9. i hate people who talk like they know something but actually they dont...
10. i hate to eat breakfast too early.
(if i want to continue writting about wat i hate.. i'll take months to finnish writting...)

Wat i like is.

1. a girl that know how to play guitar, games(dota,counter strike and such.), pande melipat baju,iron baju,masak(macam cari calon bini jak?)
2. fresh ironed shirt.
3. sneeezing( i like it when i sneeze not others.)
4 cold water. not hot..
5. to take bath with warm water.
6. unique.(anything that unique -not weird- from one's personality to things..)
7. rare things.
8. i like modest and honest people(who doesnt??)
9. and more(ya jak mampu d padh hahak0

hahak

this is nothing.... just some fact bout me... just to kill time.. nothing personal..

sabtuyah sucks?(sapa sabtuyah nad?)

Barang di pc fair paloi tahap gila....

2009-04-07T12:38:00.000+08:00

Bodo ada barang sia... i bought one laptop.. xsampe seari.. windows corrupted... bodo.. bodo.. dah anta kede tmpat beli ya$... d minta bayar rm45.. lanciau... bok beli alu corrupt.. mintak bayar gik... JANGAN BELI DI PC IMAGE!! BOIKOT PC IMAGE!! MUAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..

no worry bout a thing.. cos every lil thing gonna be orite.. hahak... Chow.. boring nulis.. xda idea.. xda masaa... xda? xtauk... xda xtauk...........................................................................................................................~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

borenasaurrus? haahahahak... teringat.... borenasaurus menyerang lagi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TOLONG GARUDA PANCA SILA!!!! nak kuar xpat..... tauk ada word... Maler un kuer.. bei ji de tau gan lebok gei neh(mlano mukah)... bermaksud= mala jak kuar. ada xtauk cne rumah gik lak. word ya agak dalam lah.. perlu kan pemikiran... mun nak minta duit... alex: mak mintak duit.... mak: Pake apa?? Mok Kawen??... mun x pun //mak: kau pke aku ngecop duit kah kat umah? yang paling best....

Alex: mak minta duit....
mak: abis lalu dh duit ku.. pake beli barang rumah.. mok beli tanah baja gik?(mak suka bertanam bunga)

C d words!!!!! (mok beli tanah baja gik?) padah xda duit.. tpi mok berbeli brg!!! tapi xpa lah... hahhak.... evry lil thing gonna be alright.... tol x nad?

SAPA GIK MOK D SUCK AKU????

(fill in the blank) SUCKS!!!!!!!

HAPPPPPY!!!!!!

2009-04-07T08:22:00.000+08:00

Yay!!!!!!! my mom bought me a new laptop for me.. thakns mom.. hahhakhahkakhkahkahkakhakhkaha... now for the first time... i own a laptop... MY OWN! no kongsi2.. hahahahahak.. xkdak dolok... kongsi2 ktkorg mak ku salu padah.. hahahaahahahak.... yaay!!!!! being accepted into colllege is the best thing happen to me ever.. not about im goin to further my studies... is becos all the money and attention i get.. love this feeling.....

ok.. last night.. my friends and me went to watch a movie(pantas dan garang 4) hahahak... kawann ya tek.. dtg dri cbo... so....... iwent to fetch them at holiday in(grand magherita... bodo lelah org bercarik ne holiday inn.. dah tuka nama padu....) then they said, wait for their friend... ok.. wait wait.. then i got shocked went i saw that the friend that they r w8ing was dendoni.. my senior from smkgr... WTF!!! how can a girl from cboo can be a friend of dendoni.. hurmm i think my english quite sucks today.. awal pagi li... hahahak.....

hurmm... left 5 days for me to feel how kuching like.... bye bye kuching... bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye..(mariah carey - bye bye love that song..... noT to in love thou(gugok reputasi sebagai lelaki metal lak(metal tek duhal(banyak kali juak inner conversation tok)))

Who will be my sucker now?? bored with yahudi sucks... they still sucks thou... hurm.... cristiano ronaldo? ok lah....

CHOW!!!

CRISTIANO RONALDO SUCKS!!!+MAN UTD? HAHAAHAK.. IM NOT HATER!

wait wait wait!!!!! if u think my blog has changed a LOT! Thanks to nadhirah nad nad.. she the one who responsible for all these changes.... hahahahahak.

Huh?? What?? Owh...

2009-04-02T16:14:00.000+08:00

Those 3 words really annoy me... for example....

abu: kmk sayang ktk..
sabtuyah(kompom nad perey):huh?
abu:kmk bena tok..
sabtuyah:What?????
abu:kmk sayang ktk!
sabtuyah:owh...

simple x?? best dow... huh what owh... hahak...

ok ok.. hahahak.. ok...

dh lah... ok o k..

what am i goin to do now... really bored... bored bored...
my whole life eaten by a monster called borenessaurus...
wow.. borenessaurus??? pelu d kaji tok.. ne tauk mena2 ada...
hahahak.. alex the founder of borenesssaurus.. hahahahha.. alu jadi kaya.. alu kawen ngan nora danish... alu(diam.. termenung.......................................)

ok ok.. wah.... hurm.. nothing to say,,, nad nad....

erm... apa ku rasa blog tok agak bodo owh? hurm... my mum is calling.. alex alex... alex.. hahahak... agik juak nulis bnda tok.. maka mak dh tunggah.. brb....

ok..

huh..
lelah... huh...

so... wat r u going to do if u and another person who u know n u hate really him but he is very good looking are the only human left in this world.. yang lain mati lah tek..

keep in mid that u hate that person so much... but that person is really attractive...

what u going to do..

if i am in that kind of situation...

i'll wait... and try to live with that person......

untill the food finish.. n i'll kill HIM!!!!!

wat about the very attractive part????

wtf???? that person is a boy... i dont care how handsome he is.. all i want to do is survive longer than him... ahahak.... pajak lah.. xda reti lalu nulis perkara daktok.. aie aie..

YAHUDI SUCKS?? i wonder.. is this signature kinda boring??
pke lain lok..
till next time...

finn...

activity.. and evrything else.. wat else?

2009-03-28T11:37:00.000+08:00

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO... bored.. borink borink borink life.. nothing to do.. hahak..

ah.. welll yesterday.. due to boringness tahap dewa kayangan.... my mum asked me to clean the house a bit.. cos.. my cousin coming... so.. clean clean.. clean clean clean.. i found my old guitar.. soo.. ugly looking.. hahahahahahahahak.. with all that webs.. hahahahak.. spider web ofcos... not porn web.. hahahak.. y must porn???? nak alah2 sex... haiya...

c.. i feel like im betraying her.. her which mean the guitar.. she's used to be my everything....(USED???? auch...)

hahahahak.. dull looking..... hahahahak...

c.. so dirty.... yet.. i didnt clean it up....

hahak... ne tauk ada spider dalam kah.. d gigit nya.. mati mati.. mati.... d tndah jah lah.. hahahahahahahahak.. poor my guitar.. hahahak... nevermind.. after i clean it.. maybe.. jus maybe.. i play you k.. hahahahak.. YA PUN MUN AKU AKAN BERSIH KAN!!...ahahak...

welllll.............. another story..

WHAT THE FUCK am i thinking!!!!!! sending her a msg.................. argH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bodoh bodoh bodoh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bersetubuh na.......(=fuck).. mesti lam palak nya lak.. paloi budak tok.. nok udah udah lah... eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... einga ku ewh.. einga!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xpa xpa.. ilek jak.. besa jak..

(ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

huh nothing.... neda menjerit agik....

well nevermind.. tpi maley dow.. xpa xpa..

every lil thing gonna be alright.....................

so.........

yesterday.. i went to play badminton w/ ma bro.. otw there.. i saw threeeeeee xcident!!!!! 1 jus in front of andy's church at btu 3 here...... the car.. haix.. just like jack johnson song.. upside down.. funny looking dow...... just like a turtle on his back and cant get back to its feet.. hahahahak... another one.. otw to desa wira.. huh... xteruk lah.. jus involving 3 or more cars.. maybe 4 o 5... and another in front of segi nursing kampus... ya langsung x trok.. tpi ok ok lah.. after seeing this.. i feels like this is a sign for me? from up up and away guy...(u know who..) hurm.. signal for what? that's wat im going to find out.... wah asa nicholas cage lam national treasure jak... hahkak...........................................................................................................................................................

ok lah. chow lo hey..

YAHUDI SUCK + ME!!!!!

BOB MARLEY - THREE LITTLE BIRDS

2009-03-27T12:42:00.001+08:00

"Don't worry about a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right.
Singin': "Don't worry about a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right!"

Rise up this mornin',
Smiled with the risin' sun,
Three little birds
Pitch by my doorstep
Singin' sweet songs
Of melodies pure and true,
Sayin', ("This is my message to you-ou-ou:")

Singin': "Don't worry 'bout a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right."
Singin': "Don't worry (don't worry) 'bout a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right!"

Rise up this mornin',
Smiled with the risin' sun,
Three little birds
Pitch by my doorstep
Singin' sweet songs
Of melodies pure and true,
Sayin', "This is my message to you-ou-ou:"

Singin': "Don't worry about a thing, worry about a thing, oh!
Every little thing gonna be all right. Don't worry!"
Singin': "Don't worry about a thing" - I won't worry!
"'Cause every little thing gonna be all right."

Singin': "Don't worry about a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right" - I won't worry!
Singin': "Don't worry about a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right."
Singin': "Don't worry about a thing, oh no!
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right!

~~~~

2009-03-27T12:13:00.000+08:00

this 1st week of me being in kuching really changed my perspective all over again.. dri ke bgus pegi ke jaik... yet again... y.. kuching jaik kah.. hahahahahak.. lawa da bunyi.. hahahahak..

last night really really realllllllyyyyyyyyyyy fun... not fun... but... erm.. how to say... erm...... some sort of romantic? slow?.. yeah.. hahahahak.. yayyyyy!.. but... jus left few days for me in kuching.. i'll miss dis town again.. especialy friends.. her... her and her...... but.. i think.. what past stays past? o..... nothing.. hahahahahahakk....

HAPPY DOW.....

erm...... plan suma xmenjadi.... dgn secara tidak langsung nya.. membuat kehidupan seharian boring tahap lancau... hahahak.. c.. i've changed rite???? hahak..

best... best. best.. forgeting the past.. prepairing for what to come.. hahak... dunno y i said that.. jus tang tiba2 thinking of it.. hahak..

Don't worry about a thing
'Cause every little thing is gonna be alright
Singing don't worry about a thing
'Cause every little thing is gonna be alright

love.. that song.. Bob Marley - three little bird
inspired me always....

BOB MARLEY IS THE BEST!

U PEOPLE know what i want to write next?????????

yeah u guess it....

YAHUDI SUCKS.. REALLY HATE THIS PEOPLE....

~~~~~

2009-03-26T01:55:00.000+08:00

Yeah... i know.. what i did is wrong,
but, deep down i know this is what u want all along...
maybe.... jus maybe we jus dun belong,
but, i'll not forget everything lifelong...

why it must be this way?
can't we just stay and jus sway?
all i want is you ti display..
but.. at the end.. i have to obey..

i know.. im not perfect...
i want protect, respect but u reject,
i dismay that you suspect,
well, just too clear that's not the subject...

Words For Today...

2009-03-26T00:56:00.000+08:00

hey kids.. today we going to learn new word... "jambu".... hahahak.. exmple.. Asa jambu da biak ya.. pa jak maksud ya owh.. dri pemahaman ku (b.m b3). hahahak. asa hensem?? asa kiut?? kdak ya lh nak.. hahak..

todays' outing.. hurm.. how to say.. agak menyakit ati? org... agak menyinggung perasaan org?? evrybody changed.. tpi pling antap... --------------------------.. xtauk sapalah.. tpi antap gila.. pahal nak kah... umur dh besar kali.. xpelu lah gya glak.. ilek jak bh.. umo bok jak 18.. agik jaoh gik tok.. tauk lah.. ajal xdtauk manusia... mun dh xpat d tauk gne nak polah.. idup cam besa jak lah.. tnggi2 ne kau berdiri.. susah nek tok gik da mak bpk... susah dudi ari? kawan juak d agak kau.. bukan bunyi nak nganok.. tpi.. ingat2 juak lah... jasa org kenang2 kan.. dolok mok cdak susah2 kat kau.. knktok dh x berguna gik.. jgn d show glak nya ya x berguna gik.. hehek.. ngerco.. wth... blog aku.. sukati ku lah nak.. hahak..

pasal petang tok tadik.. hurm.. went well.. ok.. i guess. maybe some terasa boring.. o offended.. sorry.. tpi.. overall ok lah.. xda nok mati.. ok lah.. btw. ada org kelai tym kuar tek.. typical budak pasar.. asa gaok... mati juak ktkorg walaupun ktkorg gaok... xda nya ktk x mati mun gaok.. x pke alu.. rugged lah ktkorg tek.. ngeso olah kat pasar.. main dadah.. kelai berbunuh.. sapa kau nak ngambik nyawa orang? sultan xda hak nak ngambik nyawa org sekati.. tang ktkorg lebih2.. jeling ckit.. alu berderei palak... asa dpt d beli kat 7-11 palak manusia tek.. haixx. maki jadi krepak ku tok.. ckit2 salah klaka.. "kau berderei palak lak" "kau lom d cacak ku"... suma kaka gya... kompius ku.. knek tok nyawa dh ada jual kah? mun ada.. mok juak ku nak beli byk2... pake ku cerik rasa knak lantak keta mercedes kh.. nok mahal2.. nak tauk pahal nya mahal.. kali mun lantak org,org nok d lantak ya x mati kali..

so.. malas gik nak nulis...

Chow

YAHUDI SUCKS

today's story... o maybe yesterday??

2009-03-24T11:01:00.000+08:00

SOooooooOOooOoOOOo..........

happy happy happy happy happy... hahahahahak.. now.. im 70% cured from that F**king mcb argh lanc** damn2 heartbreaking accident... i assume that is an accident not incident... but.. WTH! what past stay past...

Just like other sickness... some of the illness have their vaccine to cure them... This illness that i have... nothing different from all of that.. i found a vaccine that can cure my pain.... so.. act positive... and.. one really important thing is.. human... human is just like a drug that can cure my illness.. but the problem is.. human also the first one who cr8 this shit.. and the sollution is also human.. isnt that weird???

that shows us that.. human is one super creature.... remind me of... Chris Brown featuring Keri Hilson - Superhuman.. hahahk...

soooo.....

what else.. hurmmm... thinking... wat??? i cant think!!!!! argh!!!! where is my brain!!!! argh!!!!

goodbye

YAHUDI SUCKS!!!!

p.s:sorry for the poor english .... ku lalek apa.. sukati ku alh nak tulis apa..

huh??

2009-03-23T09:30:00.000+08:00

nothing much to say...
hurm
thinking... dunno wat to write..
so dats all kids.......
seeeee ya...
i like fun fun fun fun fun..
i need excitement excitement excitement excitement
i have to have fun.....

that's all kids..

YAHUDI SUCKS

Don't Look Back In Anger....

2009-03-21T23:11:00.001+08:00

The title.. has nothing todo with this post.. hahahahahk.. Btw>> YAAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im goin hooooooooooooooooooooooooooome........................................................... i cant sleep jus by thinking of it.. .... madishow....(another bad word i learned here... pure hindustan word.. hahak..) Dat's human.. prefer bad things then good things...(mena juak.. dripada ktkorg manjat2 umah org.. lompat pagar rumah org.... kan lelah.. knak x kerja jak... xlelah ne.. halal pun halal... x polis kaco.....) so.. that'sthe fact living in this world.. many upsiede down happen.. even me myself sometime doing it...(it??? the upside down thingy....) but.. what the heck.. But then again.. i aint jesus to do all those things, and i couldnt help.. who am i to help people... even me makes those kind of mistakes.. so.. the root is.. everybody make mistakes.. but some.. they make crime.. not mistakes.. cheripen....

so....

another story... (ngerco jak2.. dtg blog ngerco... mun blogger tok pande cakap.. abis sumpah serapah di anok nya...)

_SAMBUNGAN NOK DIBAH________________________________________
but then again, i aint jesus, and i couldn't help
but all i can do is hope i never live with the fact,
becos... that would be the hardest thing i ever have to do in my life...

That stairway that you hear me sing about in my rhyme
has a deeper meaning than in ur mind...
i know the statement that we jus live to die..
but i believe if u do it right..u'll live in the sky...
looking the world not one but whole
now hopefully, wat u did is becos where u want to go...

YAHUDI SUKS

2009-03-21T23:11:00.000+08:00

another day another post another,,,,,,,

2009-03-16T20:16:00.000+08:00

And though the sun is shining there's a cloud in the sky..

Letting me know thet any moment there could be rain....

And as beatifull life is... there still could be pain...

And the whole world knows... That's the price we all got to pay...

Literally...

Another child is born... unaware with their enviroment...

In the arm of his mother... and he screams.. the symbol of healthy baby....

but.... somewhere in this world.... another mother...murder her kid, her living baby...

A living creature.... jus like u and me....

That what life is..

Happy and sad come and go.....

But sadness stick longer than happyness...

Y?? Is it by this... telling us that the person who control sadness more powerfull than happyness??

YAHUDI SUCKS!!

Sab But True... Happy Treee Friend?

2009-03-16T17:23:00.000+08:00

nak bena pdh ku.. my instinct 70% right but 0 % wrong... cuba dari dolok gtok.. nakka senang.. klak pdh sayang tok tok tok.. tpi.. ckit pun xda.. ya lah tek manusia. bila dh dpt.. x d hargai... x bersyukur... Cheripen.... btw.. word ya bok d blaja ku ctok.. hahak.. word dtg dri hindustan ya.. hahahahahahahahk.. fuck off.

........

2009-03-15T00:17:00.000+08:00

mena juak pa pdh org.. bila dh x suka.. beli rumah pun agik juak jaik d mata nya.... bukan nak pdh gya hidup ku lah.. jus.. bila terpke kan blit.. kata org.. xsuma nya yang salah... tpi x suma juak btol... nak?? but wat the heck... human will jus be a human.. no diff than others... padah nya tok jaik nya tok jaik... but they never see themself.. wat they see is semut seberang sungai.... gajah depan mata x nmpak... mcb lu... but.. i prefer... a honest person.. even though sumting bad.. i dun care.. but u got to be honest.. dun just do thing jus becouse u dun wan to hurt their feelings.... u'll hurt more if u do... now.. im not refering this to anyone.. please.. be honest to me..... i cant bear with all these lies.. i dunno how to confront people who is lying... i cant even trust them anymore if they lied to me once..... i know.. we human cant run from lying.. but please.. dun lie anything that is so serius.. honestly is the key... i need honest people in my life... like all of us do... too much lie too much burden too much torture....

See Ya

One Story For Nobody....

2009-03-14T23:43:00.001+08:00

The Myth of Garuda Pancasila

Garuda's origins in Indonesia go back to the time, around the first century A.D., when sailors and traders from Southern India first came to the shores of the fertile islands looking for rice and riches. Not only did they bring goods and techniques, they brought also their literature.

In this literature, there were the stories of the origins, or Puranas, with the story of Garuda among them. The locals soon made these stories their own in a Sanskrit derived language called Kawi. It is in the earliest text of this literature, the Adiparwa (10th century A.D.), that the story of the mighty Garuda bird is found.

The time was in the beginning, when Siwa and Parwati had just created the world, and when the gods had fought with the giants for the control of the holy water of life, amerta. It was at this time that Garuda came into existence.

The gods and giant demons were discussing how to get the water of life when the god Wisnu spoke in these words: "Hey you, gods and giants, if want the water of life, try to churning the sea of milk, above the amerta. This, they decided to do.

First, they had the dragon Anantabhoga uproot the mountain Mandara and put it in the middle of the sea of milk, on the back of a tortoise. The mountain became the churning instrument. Next, they asked the dragon Basuki to be the churning rope. Then they called in gods on one side and the demons on the other. The gods were to pull on one extremity, the demons on the other. Indra, the king of the gods, sat on the top of the mountain to stabilise it.

They began pulling. From the churning waters sprouted the goddess Sri, the goddess Laksmi, the horse Ucaisrawa and the cosmic jewel Kastubamani. They all fell on the side of the gods.

When the water of life, amerta, came out, it fell on the side of the giants. Wisnu devised a trick. He turned himself into a beautiful girl. The girl goaded the demons into entrusting her with carrying the water. She had barely gotten the amerta of life when she ran away, turning back into Wisnu. The Gods and the demons have been at war ever since.

At the time of the churning of the sea of milk, Garuda was still an egg, an unborn son to the godly seer Kasiapa, begotten of the latter's wife Winata.

As such, he was also the unborn younger brother of Arjuna, the charioteer of the sun, and the unborn half-brother of the cosmic snakes (nagas) begotten by Kadru, one of Kasiapa's 29 wives. Garuda was later to kill the nagas and become Wisnu's vehicle.

It all started with an argument between Kasiapa's wives Kadru and Winata on the colour of the tail of the horse Ucaistrawa which had come out of the churning milky waters at the same time as the water of life. Kadru claimed that the horse was white and black-tailed, while Winata insisted it was completely white.

Fed up with quarreling, they eventually settled on a bet. Whoever was proven wrong would become the other's slave. Kadru was indeed wrong. The horse had no black tail, but before her rival knew it, she concocted a deception. She had her children the snakes, spray the tail of the horse with their white poison. Thus the tail turned black. Winata then became Kadru's slave. The moment of enslavement for the mother was the moment of birth for the son. The egg was hatching.

Garuda eventually came to life shining like fire, his glaring light filling the firmament in all directions. The amazed gods thought that doomsday was coming and that at last, the time had come for the burning of the three worlds. But Agni, the god of fire, knew the truth, and he harangued the other gods with these words: "O you gods, don't you be frightened. The time has not come for my burning of the world. Doomsday is still far away. What light is it you see? It is Garuda's light. Powerful among the birds, he is none other than Kasiapa's son, begotten of Winata. His brilliance equals my own."

The appeased gods then addressed homage to Garuda : "O Garuda, you are the seer, you are the priest, you are the god, you are the master of all that flies, you are the king. Your brightness is equal to the sun light ... Protect us, most powerful among the birds." Soothed by the praise, Garuda turned off his brilliance and his light was gone.

Having found his enslaved mother, Garuda was assigned to guarding his half brothers, the snakes. But he was naughty. Whenever he could, he would surreptitiously kill one of them and eat it. At length he got tired of his duty and addressed his half brothers in these words:

"Hey! You nagas the snakes, tell me how can I buy back my mother's freedom?"

"You really intend to buy your mother's freedom back?" came the reply, "you want to break her bonds of slavery? Listen. Did you ever hear about the water of immortality, the holy amerta, which the gods obtained in the churning of the sea of milk? Go there and get it for us."

Knowing at last what to do, Garuda went to his mother to ask for her advice and her blessing.

She instructed him: "Go first to that island by the other shore of the sea. It is peopled with villains and killers. Kill them and eat them, one by one. They are to be your food during your quest for the amerta. But, beware! Don't kill the Brahmins ... isn't your father the godly seer Kasiapa also a Brahmin?"

She carried on with some encouragement: "The god Bayu (energy) will look after your wings, the goddess Candra (moon) will look after your back, and the gods Agni (fire) and Angin (wind) will look after your head. All the gods will protect you."

Garuda left and soon began a rampage, killing and eating villains, turtles and elephants. He eventually reached "the peak of Somaka, source of the amerta, in the land of Sangka" where he was confronted by the godly troops of Indra: the 12 Sandhya of the East, the sons of Dharma, the eight Basu of the South, the eleven Rudra of the West and the 12 Aditya of the North, headed by Indra, the king of the Gods.

Clawing and pecking at them all, he eventually triumphed. "He would hit the eyes of the frightened gods and, blood flowing, they would go dark, unable to see the world any more." Having won his fight, he carried on.

He took some water from the ocean and put out the fire guarding the entrance to the cave in which the amerta was kept. He then fought his way in against the two guardian dragons, killing and eating them. At last the amerta was his.

As he was flying back, Wisnu caught sight of him leaving and asked him to grant a favour. The law in these times demanded that a favour asked, had to be granted.

Wisnu's demand was simple. "Oh great Garuda bird, serve me as my vehicle." So it has been ever since.

Garuda is Wisnu's vehicle. The amerta in his hands, Garuda took it to the snakes and his mother was freed. Before giving it he advised the snakes to cleanse first by bathing. They complied. While they were away, the God Indra came and stole back the amerta of life.

Thus is the myth. It portrays how Garuda becoming Wisnu's vehicle after he had found the elixir of immortality, the key to his mother's release from slavery.